its just weird...

IM EMBARRASSED!
u noe why?
its all becoz of ezma!
she forced hafiz to confront me when it was my class's art lesson...
i object but told her to tell him to meet me at the parade square after dismissal tyme..
so after school, i went to wait for him and her...
he so told me dat he lykes me and straight went off...
i oso went off to meet hajar...
when i was walking wif hajar, i told her to let me think deeply to make a right decision...
after all, i decided to accept him...
i dont really have a good feeling after my decision...
i felt lyke TONS of butterflies are in my stomach...
i dont feel good, felt restless...
u noe why...
dat was my first tyme having to make a VERY hard decision...
i dont noe dat it was really dat difficult to make just a decision...
i never felt shy towards him lyke i did to faizal...
i just dont noe why i didnt felt any shyness towards him...
i just take him as a very close guy fren...
i didnt thought he had a feeling of dat after all...