' Dia nak stead ngan dia.' WTH se?! he terribly broke my heart! for HIS information, i was DAMN hurt when Atiqah told me about this! what the hell is this man? i was so hurt but i didn't show it infront of her! this is what i get back?
merepek se...i felt like crying, but i had to tahan. if you can see deep through my heart, you can see that i am really trying my best not to cry. i don't know why i felt really scared losing him. tak pernah se in my life feeling this way. maybe he really is the one for me...oh my! i just wish i can get him out of my head but it is really tough! i always see him in school so i can't just get him out of my head with just a snap. really, really hurt! when Atiqah told me that, me buat like as if i dah tahu ni semua which betul-betul, i have no idea that this will happen. GOSH! why is this happening to me? mengapa yang lain bisa, mendua dengan mudahnya? this phrase has been in my mind for the pass few days. why did you acted so caring towards me but in your heart, you were just forced? i just couldn't believe that you sanggup buat this to me! i don't understand why. Did i do something wrong? why can the rest be happy with their couple whereas we jadi begini? i never thought that this will happen. can you even feel the way i am feeling right now?