Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Do you have to do that?
Wahlao.
I thought you can keep it to yourself.
But I seriously didn't expect this from you.
Must you tell?
Are you wanting it to happen?

Today, my mood was seriously bad throughout the day. Especially after school and during school. Cannot take it sia! I just wonder why many people are like testing my patience. Friends, then some other ppl, then some other other ppl. Wahlao. I have to admit to all of my new friends. I can be nice, but DO NOT EVER test my patience. You will not like it sia. And beware... I hate sia the incident that I received through SMS. I was like "wtf???" when I received it. Wahlaoweii!! Then walked to itg with that long face. Till I reach home. Merepek sia! Like cannot terime sia. I feel like I wanna burst out right this second after facing too much problems since I entered Secondary School. I can't take it sia. But after Dannrawr gave me some tips yesterday, I think he is right. I have to be strong.
And someone just told me some new news. Thanks lah eh for making them annoyed. Hahah. This is what you will get back. Oh ya! MSN chatters, pls do not disturb me now. I am currently not in the mood to talk to anyone. And I mean my words. I feel like wna give up in everything. I can't stand all this problems I have to face. It is too much. Do you know how much pain I've suffered due to all these problems? Wahlaowei! All my friends have realised my changes since 2009 came. And I do too. People are all not on my side. Always on the opponents side. I know I may be bossy sometimes, but then... OMG. I can't continue this. I am out of words. Idk what will happen to my life. I seriously need a break. I don't feel like coming to school. I don't wanna see anyone, or rather everyone. Fats sia!
Nothing fun exactly happened today. Except for that gross thing that happened at Syazana's house. Eww. Atiqah is gross! Ok. One thing really made my day really bad today. It is when I had my Science Lesson. Teacher closed the curtains and I can't get any refreshments from outside air. Shouted to Nafis to ask him to open the window, but then, he didn't hear it. I hate him! And there it goes... All my perfect plans... Flying to the open spaca above... Damn! Then plus the SMS thing lagi... Ish3. Ok. People who are talking to me today in MSN or through SMS, please mind your words and if you wna crank any jokes, pls make sure that the joke does not consist any hurting thinggy. Ish. I just can't make myself calm ah now. OMG!!!!!!
I have no mood to talk to anyone. Even though I am currenltly signed in in MSN, I am not talking to anyone. Even my aunt. Bad day ah today! I've never been in any bad conditions like now in my life. This seems to be new. I just don't understand ppl. Nvm. Talking crap ah.
Okok. Sorry readers for the _______ post. Like what've told you, no mood. Pls understand.

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