i'm handing you over to her.

this is how much i love you.

Feahh's work. Credits to you!

I hate today! All I went through were bad. I am hurt. He made me feel so fed-up. Pissed siaaaa! Asshole! Nothing much happened today.

Woke up early in the morning.

Got ready for school.

Did some last minute work before going out of the house.

Waited for that slowww freaking bus.

Sofeah got fed up, i think, because I was sort of late.

Then was about to queu for the bus, saw Hajar.

She asked me whether I can follow her to go Batam with her family on the June holidays.

I was like, "what?? mak aku confirm tk kasi siolll!"

Then she said she will give me a call, but till now... No calls being received.

Then listened to some songs in 962 bus.

Then got this gross guy who had a veryyyy bad breath.

Then reached school.

Then went up to class and stayed there to talk to friends.

Then around 7:17am, went down.

Then saw HIM, but saw her too.

That gave me a heartache.

Then did the usual thing, morning assembly.

Then went for well-being run and me and ammarah came back at 8:04am.

Then went up to class.

Then had normal lessons.

Then me and Atiqah were desperately wanting to stayback.

Then we saw them

Happy like hell!

Then did some homeworks.

Then went to cwp.

Fatihah asked us to wait for her, so we did.

And Ammarah blanje-ed me. (lol. thanks ammarah [:)

Then I showed them the headphones my aunt will buy for me.

Then they were like, "woaahhhhhh!"

Wakakaka!

Then Fatihah arrived, Ammarah went home.

Then we did some 'shopping'.

Lol.

Then Alif msg-ed me.

He was irritating, but funny sometimes.

Then I msg-ed him throughout the 'shopping' time.

Then we went home...

Logged in this website.

Tried to talk to HIM.

And I did.

But it sucked.

Like hell!

My heart veryyy the veryyyy the pain!

I hate HIM like hell now!

I told Ammarah I will stop liking him starting from this second.

I'll handle him over to her.

And here I am...

All broken into million pieces.

Maybe my life is meant to be like this...

Miserable.

Painful.

Nvm.

I'll have to accept the fact.

And now, I purposely logged out off MSN.

To MSN chatters: I will not be onlining today due to my problem.

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