Friday, May 22, 2009

give me a call, friends.

Omg. Second post. Mum not coming home today. Oh man!
She just left the house, and my dad also went out.
Ok. She didn't run away from home. Have to attend the kenduri thing.
Whereas dad, is now at cwp to top up his card.
At home, only left me and my sister.
Boohoo~
How boring can life be.
Wahlao. I've mention to people to msg me tonight, but I don't feel like replying anyone's msges.
Bad siaa me.
No energy oi!
I just hope tmrw I can wake up, because you know me...
Without people waking me up, I will never ever be able to wake up early.
OMG!!
I just realise something about my life.
I couldn't find happiness.
Serious shit. Everyday, at least one part of the day, my mood will swing.
Suck siaa. Then I lost my patience easily, and I am not the old me.
Even my friends said that to me. I know. I just hope I could get back the old me, decent, patient and good.
Bt now, my whole life changed, my attitude, my words, my patience... And some other things.
I find it hard for me to settle down things in a good way.
Omg!!! I need someone who can open my heart to all this things.
Wahhhh. Sharkfins siaa!
Yeahh... And I always stayback in school because I don't find home fun.
But then, there is my family and there are many things I can do at home.
I've not spent much time with my family members these days.
Well, life is getting miserable each day.
I just wish I can cope all this stressful and miserable times.
Seriously, I need someone! I need someone to call me. No matter who. Idc! As long as I know you and you know me, just give me a call. I need to talk to someone. Rabakk siaa!


This post may be long, but hope you don't mind it.
This are the things that I truly meant.
I need some understanding.

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