i wanna commit suicide.

Aaaahhh! Serious shit siaaa. I am soooo not in the mood of talking to anyone. I am like sooo damndamn disappointed with my SA1 results. I deproved almost all of my subjects siaa. Wth??? Omg! How am I gonna explain to my parents about it? Shitshitshit! Mak oiiiii! I just wanna do this (if i could): scream, look down, then jump down.
Omg. This are the results I've gotten back. Horrible, trust me.
SA1.
Home Econ: 63half/100
Science: 69/100 (1 more mark to A2! shit!)
Literature: 56/100
Maths Paper 2: i failed, 22/50 (shitass. this is the worst.)
English Paper 1: 33/60
English Paper 2: 27/50
Malay: 67/100
That is it. Horrible terrible right??? I know. Wahlao. I just could not believe this siaa. How can I deproved sooo much?


Rabakshootdamnshitomgmamemoscreamlookjump!!!!!

How I wish I could be there for you.

Now I know how much you suffered because of my biggest mistake.

And now, I am starting to realise my mistake.

I should have known this before,

Before I knew you would suffer this much.

I regret making that decision.

If only I have a second chance.

But it doesn't seem for me.

Ohh... Maybe I am still not matured yet.

I may not understand the meaning of true love.

I am sorry, babe. I am so sorry.

Well, for now, just hope you'll be alright and we'll still be friends.

Take care, my dear.

And goodnight...