Today's science paper was easy. Hahah. All the notes I've written came out in the paper. Pheww! At least I didn't waste my time studying. Hahah. Nothing much really happened. Just had exams, took the chocolates given by Kimieee, ate with Feah, went home with sister, and voila! That is it.
Short post ah today.
Oh ya!!! I will be getting my new headphones tmrw evening! Yesssss ahhhh!
Woots~
Anw, thanks Kimieee for the chocolates:]
And too bad for Atiqah, didn't get to taste the chockys!
Huahahah.
Okoklahh.
That is it. :]

Mr Shouri has left us suffering with George Clooney!!!

Like what I've told you guys yesterday, today is the last Literature lesson with my favourite teacher, Mr Shouri. And George Clooney is coming back!!! Nooooooo!!
Okok. Morning didn't start quite well. Had temperature taking, but I left my thermometer in class. Smart right? I know. Then had to borrow Ammarah's money first, then I'll pay her back. Then had that temperature thingy. Ok. Then had normal lesson. But during Literature lesson, I paid my fullest attention to Mr Shouri's lesson. This is the last time I will meet him, so I didn't want to make him like mad or something. Yesterday I told you all right that I will cry? I did. Right after he left the class, I cried. Ammarah comforted me. But I was soooooooooo sad.
No more joking around with him. No more crap hilarious examples. No more fun with Mr Shouri. When WH asked him what he will do if he leave us, he said, "idk. i will just do where the future leads." That made me more sad.
I will definitely miss him damndamndamn lots. Then during English lesson, I was quite silent. I didn't have the mood to talk to anyone due to me missing Mr Shouri. Argh!! I can't take this. Sadsadsadsad! AKU RINDU DIA WALAUPUN BARU BERAPA JAM WITHOUT HIM!
Mimmie! I want him to teach 1e2, no matter what subject. Why must he leave us? Why can't he just be the second teacher for our Lit lesson? Why???? Oh no. I feel like crying now.
Okok. Then went back home, saw Fatimah(fatihah), then... Nothing happened.
Stomach still hurts. :[

Happy Birthday Kimieee!!! :)

Today, nothing much really happened. It is Kimieee's birthday eventually. Didn't buy for her any gifts as I was broke. Hahah. Sorry Kimieee. But wished her during MT lesson. Then had normal lessons. But what incident that freaked me out the most, is the message i received early in the morning as soon as I reached school.
Kurangajar betul si Wen Han and Gregory! They pranked me. Shit betul! Annoying siaaa! Reached class only, Wen Han approached me and say, "did you receive any msg just now?" Then he said he was the one who msged me, not Yu Heng. I knew it! It was superrrrrr gross!
Argh! Darn kids! Then had normal lessons all...
Stayed back for a while since I wanted to wait for Feah and Atiqah. Then talked crap... Went back home.
Had stomach flu the whole day. Dooooom! Now my butt hurts due to having the stomach flu.
Hahah? Funny. Anw!!!!

Tmrw is Mr Shouri's last Lit lesson with us!!!!!!!
Doom siaa! George Clooney is coming back to teach us. Argh!!! Asspit! Alahh! I am sooooo gonna cry after school tmrw. I will miss him terribly! He is like soooo my most favourite teacher. I will miss his Blackberry phone and that antenna phone. Hahah. And his crap hilarious jokes!!!
Okoklah. Nothing much to update.

That is it. :]

Thanks Kimieee and Dad for topping up my card!!!
Woots~


Today, fun like hell!!! Two of my subject teachers didn't come for lesson. 'That lady' didn't come to school as she was having... I don't know and don't care what thing. And BK didn't enter class but she did come to school. Hahah. Sooo... We had one and a half hour of free period. Mr James did enter our class, but so far, nothing bad happened. But this were the thing that really happened in school today:-

1. I reached school.
2. Went up to class and found out that That Lady didn't come today.
3. Happy, happy. So I did not complete the maths homework.
4. Went down for usual flag raising.
5. While going back to class, Orang Minyak called me.
6. Panicked uh! I was like, "shit ah! don't tell me she saw my clip or somethg! shit, shit, shit!"
7. When I approached her, she said she called the wrong person. She was actually referring to Ammarah.
8. Pheww! So, went back up to class alone.
9. Peeked at this cute guy who got caught on last Friday's check. Hahah. Cute!!
10. Had 4 free periods. Did nothing. But just tried to finish up the maths wksht given by That Lady.
11. While having the maths free period, Mr James came to our class.
12. Something funny happened. Joey tripped at her bag while she was going back to her seat.
13. She was actually trying to sneak back, but Mr James caught her. Hahah. Kids.
14. Then had normal lessons...
15. After school, stayed back to eat.
16. While we were on the way to Civic, saw this sooooooooo hot guy!!! He looked like Baihakki. Hahah. Cute nk mampos seyy!! Hahah. :]
17. Then, went to library and saw Haziq Gemoki!!! Argh! I miss him damn damn lots! He was sooo chubby.
18. Went back home.

That is it. :]

BORING!!! Have to do a prepatory work for Art exam. Doom! And I have to do some sketching about happiness. It is quite easy but the thing that is not easy to do is MY MATHS WORKSHEET!!! Hard like shit siaa! Algebra somemore. Then I wanted to refer to my Maths Exercise book, but it was with teacher. Both of them! Fishcake betul. Argh! Sister somemore having tuition, so I cannot approach her. Oh manzxzxzx! I want oreo milo ah! Hmm... Maybe I should get some drink in the afternoon. Lol. I am sooooo bored.

I can't concentrate doing my homeworks as my prepaid kosong and I can't msg anyone! Darn! So quiet siaa my life. *sigh*... I need help on my maths worksheet!!! Oh shoot! I am scared for mid-year examinations. I have no confidence. Seriously siaa. I have been slacking after CA1. I always copy homeworks instead of trying to attempt them. Bad right?? I kow.

I need someone to help me revise on my algebra topic. I suck on that chapter. Really! Very hard siaaa! I need some algebra experts to teach me. Tired siaaa. Ok. Have some updates to tell you:-
I think I won't be updating till the end of Mid-Year exam.
Okok?? I think only ah. Oklah. Nothing much to touch on.

That is it. :]

Nur Ammarah, newly met, but she rawks!

Funny siaaa today! Woke up early in the morning to go madrasah. Then had to be alone for the whole day as Fattiiii didn't come. Darn! Okok. Then... I was suppose to meet up with Ammarah and Gordon to complete that setooopid Art thingy, but at last, I went out with Ammarah. Hahah. I called Gordon and told him that I won't be meeting him today. Maybe next Monday. Bad, I know. Then got ready and all those stuff...

And shit! My prepaid kosong alrd. Ass siaaaa! See ah now, cannot msg anyone. Dooom! Then got out of my house at 2:12pm. Went to the bus stop... And guess what??? I saw the CC guy!!!!!! Woots~ I was soooooo happy. And he stood directly behind me when we were in the bus. Wakakaka. I felt like fainting. Hahah. I was touched. Okok. Ammarah was like usual, late again. While waiting for her, there was this freako guy who stared at me like as if there was somethg on my face. Then I looked at him ah. Then he turned away. Freako siaa! Then finally, Ammarah came. Walked with her all... Then went to library. Did science homework. But didn't finish it as we got distracted by this family infront of us. Hahah.

We laughed like hell behind the science textbook. Hahah. Kids. Then got out from the library. Jalan2 all, stopped at Mini Toons. She bought for me an advance birthday gift! I was soooo touched. She was soooo baik. Ok. Then we both bought the same thing. Hahah. Matching ah ni kononnye. Then went to she followed me to Sheng Siong as my mum asked me to buy something.

Then, while walking, we spotted a lizard! Eww... It was soooooo gross. Ammarah ran siaa! It was green. Hahah. Then got this boy riding a bicycle was liek asking his friend in chines what went wrong with us. Hahah. Paiseyy siaa.

Then went to my blok and all... Finally, I sent her to the bus stop, and there she go...

That is it. :]

Boring day siaaa today! Today went like normal. Here is the sequence.

• Woke up early in the morning.
• Did all the necessary things.
• Headed to school.
• Waited for Ammarah at the school bus stop.
• Went in the school with Sofeah, Atiqah, Syazz and Ammarah.
• I felt short. Huhu^-^ (i know i am.)
• Went up to class.
• Did last minute homework with other classmates.
• Went to parade square to have that usual flag raising.
• Had spot check.
• Quickly unfold my skirt and tinggikan my socks and pushed my fringe back.
• Teacher didn't caught me. Hahah. Naseb!!
• After the event finished, I looked at those people standing in front.
• Spotted one hot guy!!!
• Woots~ He is now sec... Idk what. But he wear long pants.
• Went back to class.
• Saw Qudus from upstairs and saw his new haircut.
• Pheww! It looked the same. Hahah! Nice one though.
• Had normal lessons.
• After recess, had to see MS for an hour, Art lesson.
• Upset, no assembly. Darn!
• Had to do this Maths worksheet instead.
• Only completed 3 questions. Talked in class... Went back home.
• I have to bring back this setoooopid 'robot' thing home.
• Makanmakan before going home.
• Went to itg with Ammarah and Feah.
• Reached home.
• Here I am, blogging.

That's it. :]

If only I still love you.

-No pictures uploaded for today:)-

I've changed the blogskin, again. The older one was soooo not nice. I couldn't see the links and achives. That is why I changed it. *sigh* Bored sia today. Nothing fun happened. Had normal lesson like usual. But BK got annoyed with my class. Hahah. She always got annoyed with us. We love to annoy her! Talk back to her. That is how 'good' my class is. Lol. Then during Home Econ period, stayed in class. BK asked us to stay in class and have lessons there. Oklah. The class was quite empty.

Then after finishing all the assignments she gave, she finally gave us free period. So I tried to finish my History homework. I didn't complete all ah, but most. While doing, Ammarah, Wesley and YH were arguing. I kept quiet and continued with my works. Hehe. Budak baik katekan... Lols. Then went for the 20 minutes break after school. Bought a drink and went back to class. Waited for Mr Lim, but he didn't arrive in the end. So the whole class went back home. And me, Ammarah, Syazz and Feah stayed back for a while. Me and Sofeah tortured Syazz since she disturbed us yesterday. Huhu^-^ It was fun!!! I think she was about to cry ahh. But in the end, I gave her alot of time to finish her statement form. Hahah. Kids. (kids... will always remain as kids. :])

Then went to itg, sister called. Met her at NTUC and went back home with her. Saw her former andalus friend.
That is it.
:]

I ate kayu manis!

we've put in our best. *highfive*

Today was an awesome dayy!!! Huhu^-^

Though we had to run 2.4km, again, but it was superrrrrr fun. I passed!

Woots! I came in 22nd. After all the coming in 28th and 32nd postion, I've finally passed. Yes ah!

Ammarah passed too. She came in 21st position. I gave her the way. Lol. I was tired already lah. That is why.

Then went for recess. I bought one drink and a french toast and straight went to class.

Me and Ammarah had to copy some of the homeworks. Lol.

We are gooooooood students. Hahah.

Then had normal lessons.

But...

I fell sick after recess. :[

My whole body felt sooooo weak and my temperature was high. My head was dizzy.

And I almost had a high fever as the contrast can be seen alrd.

But I just rested and kept quiet during MT lesson.

Then after school, stayed back to eat.

One disgusting thing happened.

I ACCIDENTALLY ATE KAYU MANIS!!!!!

It taste horrible! Duhh...

Then I vomitted and tears rolled down my cheeks. *sobsob*

Then after eating all... Went back home.

Bought honeydew milktea (yummy!) and went wdlands library.

Saw Hafiz(wdl) and Afiq.

Nothing happened after that...

No space in the library... So we went back home.

:] Byeeeeee!

Wee~

I saw Farhan just now!!! He was still soooooo cute and small.

Hahahah! But saw HIM also, in school.

I tried to avoid looking at HIM.

And also tried to forget HIM, but it was hard.

I kept on searching for him whenever I know it was HIS period.

Ok. Enough of one setooooopid guy's talks.

Let's move on to more funner things to talk about.

Ok. Today... In the morning, it rained. So we had to assemble in the hall.

Nothing special.

Then got the normal lessons.

Teachers gave TONS of homeworks.

Then after school, stayed back since we thought there was CCA.

But we've been informed that CCAs have been postponed due to coming SA1.

Darn!!!

Then went back home ahh.

Ok. I can say, we didn't actually went back home.

We merayap, as per normal.

Then went to CWP and saw Cikgu Azna, Mr Ashri and Mr Irving.

Woohoooooooo~

I miss them damn lots! They informed us that they will make a reunion for ex-silians!!!

Weepieeeeee~ I can see ex-S4ans.

Wakakakakaka! Happy like hell! :]

Then Atiqah gave Mr Ashri her email since he asked for it so that he can give us more details about that reunion.

Wahhhhh~ I can't wait!

Ok. Then went to Syazana's house, again.

Cooked, again. Spaghetti this time round.

Heheh! It was sooooo nice.

Duhh... I cooked what... Ok. Syazana and Ammarah too.

Then ate all... And played Call of Duty.

I screamed like hell when that thing was behind me.

Hahah! Girls these days...

Then went home and saw Farhan!

That is it.

:]

i'm handing you over to her.

this is how much i love you.

Feahh's work. Credits to you!

I hate today! All I went through were bad. I am hurt. He made me feel so fed-up. Pissed siaaaa! Asshole! Nothing much happened today.

Woke up early in the morning.

Got ready for school.

Did some last minute work before going out of the house.

Waited for that slowww freaking bus.

Sofeah got fed up, i think, because I was sort of late.

Then was about to queu for the bus, saw Hajar.

She asked me whether I can follow her to go Batam with her family on the June holidays.

I was like, "what?? mak aku confirm tk kasi siolll!"

Then she said she will give me a call, but till now... No calls being received.

Then listened to some songs in 962 bus.

Then got this gross guy who had a veryyyy bad breath.

Then reached school.

Then went up to class and stayed there to talk to friends.

Then around 7:17am, went down.

Then saw HIM, but saw her too.

That gave me a heartache.

Then did the usual thing, morning assembly.

Then went for well-being run and me and ammarah came back at 8:04am.

Then went up to class.

Then had normal lessons.

Then me and Atiqah were desperately wanting to stayback.

Then we saw them

Happy like hell!

Then did some homeworks.

Then went to cwp.

Fatihah asked us to wait for her, so we did.

And Ammarah blanje-ed me. (lol. thanks ammarah [:)

Then I showed them the headphones my aunt will buy for me.

Then they were like, "woaahhhhhh!"

Wakakaka!

Then Fatihah arrived, Ammarah went home.

Then we did some 'shopping'.

Lol.

Then Alif msg-ed me.

He was irritating, but funny sometimes.

Then I msg-ed him throughout the 'shopping' time.

Then we went home...

Logged in this website.

Tried to talk to HIM.

And I did.

But it sucked.

Like hell!

My heart veryyy the veryyyy the pain!

I hate HIM like hell now!

I told Ammarah I will stop liking him starting from this second.

I'll handle him over to her.

And here I am...

All broken into million pieces.

Maybe my life is meant to be like this...

Miserable.

Painful.

Nvm.

I'll have to accept the fact.

And now, I purposely logged out off MSN.

To MSN chatters: I will not be onlining today due to my problem.

Here it is... ]:

Today... Nothing fun exactly happened. Woke up in the morning, ate breakfast and watched Twilight, again. Lol. Edward Cullen, number 2 hottie in my list. Huahahah! Today, I am suppose to go to Ammarah's house to do that science thingy. But ended up, my parents didn't allow me to go anywhere today. Darn! Then we have to do individual work. Merepek ah like this! Then aunt called. I thought she was like gonna ajak me keluar or something, but then... She didn't. She just asked me whether anyone was at home.

What onlyyyyy! I am soooooooo bored sia now! I don't feel like doing any homeworks. But then, I have to finish tons of it. Tmrw duedate. Well-being run somemore... How fun can tmrw be? Oh... Sleepy siaaa! All because of my sister's tuition ah, I have to wake up early. I wanna get back to sleep ah! Wahlao. Oh ya!!! I hope that lady won't come tmrw. Buat menyemakkk je. I miss ex-silians sia! And Cikgu Mel and Mrs Teng. Idk why I suddenly misses them. Oh yaaaa! And also Redwan! That one is a must ahh!

Whoaaaa! I wonder how he is right now. I miss staring at him. Lol. I wanna go out ah! Idk where, as long as I get to get out from this house for a moment sudahhhh.

Ok. Yesterday sucked. I mean the late at night news. Fuckkkkk ah to that person who told HIM. Asshole you setooooopid mouth! Stupid siaa! My reputation will be over if HE knows it. Wahhhhhhhlaooo! I can die! Ok. Tmrw need to present this science thingy. And I am getting real annoyed with the boys in my group. So useless! All expect me and Ammarah to do. Funny or what siaaa? Then they sit down there, staring in the open space and don't even contribute any ideas. And now, me and Ammarah are like struggling to finish up manyyyyy homeworks. Guys these days... Ok. I won't include HIM. Tired siaa after yesterdays outing. No one at home somemore. Ok. Excluding my sister and her tutor ahh. Dooooom! Go online for what seyy if I got no one to talk to? Oh yaaa!

This year's birthday gift from aunt:

Nice huh??? Lol.

Gerekkkkkkkk.

Today I can say was sort of fun. But not in the morning part, but in the afternoon part. In the morning, as per usual, went to Andalus. Then talked crap with madrasah friends and all unimportant stuffs. Then... In the afternoon, met up with Hajar and Danial. Fun ahh! But I didn't talk alot to Danial due to my shyness. Lol.
But Hajar was the one who talked more than me because I was shy. Nvm. So I met Hajar first. Walked with her to library and she blanje-ed me at that cafe thing at the library. We bought... Ok. More to she bought oreo cheesecake, chocolate toffle, hot chocolate and hot vanilla. Yummmmmmyy! We exchange the cakes, obviously. Ate some... And suddenly Danial came.

I didn't realise it at first as I was staring at the teevee screen. Then Hajar was like, "eh, ni eh Danial??" Then I turned, and saw him. Heheh. Maluuuuuuuuu rabakk like hell. Hahaha. To Danial: now you know who I am. Ok. Then Hajar started talking to him. And all I did was listening to them debating. Lol. That is Hajar. Lol. Then Hajar asked me to talk to him. I was like, "wth???" Oh noooo! Then more butterflies were in my stomach. He waved at me, and I laughed. Idk why I laughed more than talking to him... Hehe. But I was reallllyyyyyyyyy shy! More worser than what I've expected. Ok. Then he watched us eat and then we headed to fourth storey. Then picked a spot and sat there. I gave Hajar my book to let her see how obsessed I am with HIM. Hahahah. She almost showed it to Danial. Ok. Then after all the hours spent on joking, we finally went serious. We did our works and kept quiet. Amazing huh? Lol.

Then suddenly we talked crap again. Hahahah. Then I had to go to the restroom and stood up. I almost fell but luckily I could control. Huahahahah!!! Wahlao. Can you imagine me falling infront of my guy senior??? Wahhh! The worst day on Earth siaa like that! Lol. Hhaahah. Then left Hajar and Danial together while I went to the restroom. Then came back and saw manyyyyyy minahs and mats beside our sitting area there. Eeeee! Gross! Then ignored them. I knelt down and packed my bags since time was already late. Then Danial shared some stories with Hajar. I heard it too but I looked away. I mean not looked at their area, but at the area behind me. I tried to avoid any eye contacts with anyone. Then Hajar had difficulties getting up as her leg was swollen. Then had to wait for her. Then finally she stood up and we waved at him and went home. Then, while walking, Hajar decided to take the cab. Woaahhh! She soooo rich. Hahahah. But she just informed me that she walked home. Ok. Then reached home only... Rushed to the sofa and slept for 15 minutes. Hhahah. No time to take a nap ahh. Reached home only, almost Maghrib. Then now, watching Twilight. Ok. To Bibik Ros, I take back my words. Edward Cullen is soooooooo hot! Hehehe. I like him ahhh! :]
That is it. No picture to update. No time to take pictures and to Hajar, good luck with your new phone. Lol.

Byeeeeeee.

You suck like hell.
You made me cry.
And always try to make me feel embarrassed.
I can't stand living.
I have to face many problems.
It is not an easy thing to do.
You seriously don't understand me.

MS made me cry during her lesson. I hate her for life! You suckkkk MS! Wasted my time doing that IPod thing. Today was such a badddd day! Got scolded and I didn't finish my Science thing. But for Science, teacher gave extra time. Not like that setooooopid MS, who doesn't even give anyone chances. Stupiddd her! I have tons of enemies in school. Especially the teachers. I hate them siaaa! So not understanding. Then give tons of homeworks and expect us to finish it by a day. Wtf?? Secondary school is very stressful. I hate it. I feel like as if my life is filled with many problems and nothing can just solve it. I often get scolding in school nowadays. I am just still in my primary school life. I've never thought that secondary school life would be this stressful. I feel like giving up life. It is very challenging. I can't stand all the pressure. I need a break.
I've received many scolding. I need to change my attitude. SA1 is coming. I need to buck up. I need to accept what teachers say about me. I need to show the teachers that I can do it and what they've said about me is all wrong. I need to show my parents that I can be as smart as my sister. I need to do everything in a peaceful mind. I need to revise. I need to do everything!!!!
I hate my life nowadays.
I hate the followings too:-

- the stressfulness i feel everyday
- the scoldings i get from anyone
- the blames i get
- the problems i have to face
- the little time given to solve my problems
- the insufficient help i receive
- the flooded works i have to do
- the responsibility i have to handle
- the teachers who've scolded me
- the ppl who always disturb me

Today didn't come to school due to the home base learning thingy. Darn! It was... Very troublesome I can say. Most of the links are like last year's links and they expect us to do it. Wth. And I woke up sort of late for that programme. I woke up 12 minutes late. I was sleepy! And I knew my mum woke me up at 6:50am but I slept after she left. Lol. I am sooooo bored. Planned to go library with Syazz and Sofeah and Atiqah. But Sofeah and Atiqah... Idk whether they can go and Syazz has confirmed. And Sofeah is like having a bad mood. Idk why and I don't dare to ask why. But she haven't tell me whether she can go or not. If I ask, later she scold me. So I rather not ask than kene marah.

I can't talk. Shooooooot siaaa! My voice disappeared and it is obviously worser that yesterday's voice. But the pain has recovered. Darn! I don't feel like coming tmrw. Because I know I will get scolding from Art teacher and I have to present this Science thingy. I know I am trying to escape and that is a very bad thing. Argh!

I have to finish tons of worksheets and this is all because of that programme. Stupid thingy!

Currently talking to Alif... Alone. I asked Syazz something but she didn't reply. How fun can that be? Lol. I am craving for vanilla milkshake ah. Can someone buy it for me? Heheh. Jkjk. I have nothing to say but just have to inform most of you that that e-learning thingy is like useless. No point logging in when there are no NEW assignments.

Doom!

[after occasion]

Ignore my lips. Focus on them.

Ok. Went out with Sofeah and Syazz just now. As I have guessed, Sofeah laughed at my voice. I've told her. Lol. I laughed at me too. I am tired. Oh ya!!! Got one interesting news!! I saw that Christ Church guy! Aaahhhhh! He was soooooooo hot! I love his new haircut. And obviously I missed him. Then he sat at the seat opposite mine. I was soooo touched. Hehe. I miss the shorter one. He is sooo cute. Hahahah. Ok. Then went to library and saw my juniors. And Isabolla. Hahah. She looked the same. Lol. Then made fun of her. I mean not directly to her. We talked behind her. We sang, ok. Not we lahh. Mostly Sofeah. She sang, "Isabolla adalah... Cinta kita dua dunia!!" Then Isabolla came. Hahahh. Sofeah didn't realise she was there until she reached somewhere near us. Lol. We laughed like hell. Duhhh. It was funny plus mempaiseyykan. Lol. Then I got back my voice. Thanks to my friends for making me laugh veryyy badly. And now I am trying to make it bad, again. So that I won't be able to come to school tmrw. Hahah. Very bad kid. Ok. Then went to Syazz's house and cooked something. It was tasty. Duhh. I was the one who cooked it. Ok. Syazz also. But Sofeah was helping Syazz with her Art.

So we cooked. Hahah. I seriously had some phobia using the lighter. But then Syazz asked me to do it. So I had to overcome my fears and pressed it. And guess what?? I did it! Hurray! Lol. Ok. Lame. Then after cooking, we ate it. Then watched Uwais drooling plus watching the teevee. Boring ahh.

Then around 5+pm, me and Sofeah went home. I was like soooo not careful. I didn't zipped my bag while walking to itg. Luckily Sofeah informed me. Pheww! Then queued for the bus and saw CC guy!

Hehe. That is it. Byeeee.

This is how much I hate her!

This was done during Videography. Got a news from someone. Very heart breaking and annoying. Ok. Yes ah! Tmrw no school! Home-base learning thingy going on. Lol. My voice is soooooo like a part-time rocker. Even my friends commented on my voice. Very hard sia to talk. But I still did talk ahh. I can't live without talking. Heheh. Like real... Aaaahh! My throat hurts till now. And I couldn't breathe. It was not as bad as it was just now morning. That was worse. I felt like as if I am having an asthma attack. That morning, my throat hurts like hell and I was not able to talk much. My voice was maybe soooo much kasar-er. It was very hard for me to get used to it. It was too painful. Though it was painful, I still did have time to laugh like what. But I kept on squeezing my throat after I laugh. Suffocating siaa! I've never ever experienced all this before. Though I've had sore throat before, but it was not as bad as this one. Ok. Had ngaji just now and my voice was like getting lower and lower everytime I read something. Lol.
Ok. I am bored. No one to talk to at MSN. Maybe had enough in school so no one is like onlining now. Something funny suddenly appeared in me and Atiqah's brains. We suddenly started a conversation about S4 and about Hizkil falling from hi sseat last year. Hahah. It was such a memorable thing. Then talked about him all the way till lesson ended. Crap talk lah us. Lol. Then talked about Mr Stiff (Syazz: starts with a N and ends with a B). Lol. Najib ahhh! Then laughed like hell till throat and stomach hurts. Then squeezed them. I mean my stomach and throat. Then suddenly missed Mrs Teng and talked about her unborn baby. Ok.
Since there won't be any school tmrw, I will SURELY miss him. Not being able to see him for a day is a very bad day. But it will not affect my mood as I have a reason not to be able to see him. I don't feel like coming to school on Friday. I know my group will get scolded by Art teacher. And I wanna escape! Lol. Bad groupmate. But I am sick. Just now only had 2.4km run. Like damnnnnn tiring! I came in 28 as I had difficulties breathing while Ammarah came in 29. Left her at the back by herself. Hahhah. Bad example... Lol. Then I was like having asthma. I felt like dying! Ok. That is so melebih.
Oklahh... Ending here. Byeeeee. :)

Wahlao. Today very torturing sia!!! Got sore throat, got this bubble thingy and a scratch on my palm. Very pain sia! Luckily it only affects my laughter, not my mood. I am tired. Just came back from school seyy. I am happyyyyy banget todayy! Heheh. Wna know why???? Lol. Secret. Oh man! My throat hurts like what! Then somemore I purposely buy chocolate iceblend. I want to make my sore throat worse ah! Hehe. Nothing better to do. Actually, it is so that I will not be able to talk to anyone and I will not have to layan that Freako. Ok. School was ok today.
Got 1 hour of free period as Mr Ng didn't come. Yes ah!!! Then like usual... I drew some things on my hand using a permanent marker and also on my thigh. Funnnnnn!! Then that lady came. What onlyyyy! I thought she didn't come seyy. Then she did. Darn! Should be resting at home ah she! Kidsss, todayy... Lol. My friends are starting to get annoyed with that phrase. Hahah. Funnyyy seyy! Ok. I am bored ah. Oh ya!! Got this freaking thing happened in my class. It involves me and another person. It was gross, obviously. Ok. I call him a Freako for now. Ok. That Freako keeps on coming to me and staring at me. Eww. So obviously I was freaked out. Then he got my number and keep on sending me very unimportant msgs. Damn sia!
Embarrass me only. Then he smsed me during Science lesson. Annoying little Freako! Argh! Then I didn't reply most of his msgs as I do not wna waste my prepaid on something unimportant. But then I finally replied to one of his msgs. But then I asked him to stop annoying me. And he did. Lol. Kids. Then continued with Science... Funny ah. But really enjoyed today. No lecturing, no scolding, no being pissed off. Today I am in greattttt mood. Though I couldn't laugh and all. Oh man! Tmrw 2.4km. Scaryyyy! Saw that person at this place. Hehe.
Boring ah now. Havent do most homeworks. My sister is so annoying! She will not attend school tmrw due to having some appoinments at the polyclinic. Can come after the appoinment seyy! I also dont wna come tmrw. I am sick. I need a cure. No school can cure me. Heheh. Alasan onlyyyyy.
Lol. Oklah. Byeeeeee.

When boredom strikes, this is what I will do.

Lol. That lady didn't come, so that is what I've designed. Fun ah! I've always been wanting her to be absent from school. And she finally did! So no maths homework for today. But unfortunately, first thing in the morning, after flag raising, we got lectured by mushroom. It was quite funny and was not as bad as what I thought. And we've finally received our new Ez-Link card. My face look so horrible. I admit that. Aaahhh! It was so funny. Duhh. As per usual, we always compare with one another. Ok. Yin Mar did have time to play that pen thingy, again. Lol. She was crazy, as per normal (no offence). Today, after school, mood sort of bad. Skjp only ah. Then the rest... All fake fake one. Just too lazy to talk to anyone, so pretended to be in a bad mood. Mean huh? Lol. I know. I didn't get to see HIM. Darn! Nvm. I am bored sia ppl! No one to talk to at MSN. Dannrawr somemore went offline alrd. He wished me good luck to see HIM. But I didn't really understand what he was saying. Ok. Yay!!! He finally went online again. Yes ahh!! Got someone to talk to.

Oh ya! To Syazana: Thanks for all your gifts you bought for me. Really appreciate it alot. Thank you, thank you soooo much! Lol.

Ok. Dannrawr seem to be mad with me. Aaaahhhh!! Oh no! Did I do something wrong??? Oh no!!! Forgive me! Ok. I think I am too much ah. Not suppose to like bring my bad mood to MSN. Shoot ah! Sorry Dannrawr! I am mean! I am mean! Ok. Enough of that. They have alrd made the class blog. But the URL doesn't seem to exist. Nvm. Like as if I care. Lol. Bored sia! Lit homework still haven't finish. Damn! Then somemore the Art thing. Such a disaster. Argh! Dooom it! I am bored ppl!!! I am bored! Entertain me, pls! Yes ahh! Tmrw got Lit. Favourite teacher will come in. Woohoo! But... IT. Still haven't upload the flash thingy. Oh man! Nvm. I'll do it later.

Eh! Shoot ah! Dannrawr mcm marah with me sia! Nooooooo!!! I tried to ask him, he like hiding. Alah! Tk fun ah like this. I should not have been too like... Easily pissed off type. This is the consequeces I have to handle. Aaahhh! I feel so guilty. Oh no! I will feel bad today. Panic rabak seyy! Ehhh! How sia like this??? My own friend marah with me. I am bad!

Siakk ah! I feel very bad sia! I feel like as if I did something wrong. He ignored me. I need someone to talk to. I'll give him time.

Hiiii!!! Ok. My Aunt gave me those albums above. Aaaahhhhh!!! Thanks Aunt! Wah. Have been waiting for them for how many months seyy... Then now... I've finally received them. Yayy! Ok. I am dead by tmrw. I just can't think about my science. Nothing seem to appear in my head. I will be dead! I havent even do the prototype all lah... And somemore the duedate tmrw. And I am a leader. An iresponsible leader. The useless leader who can't even think about the project and her team.
I am so in HUGE trouble. I need everyone's help!!! And I seriously do. I am sooooooooooooooooooo bad! I can't think! Oh no!
Help me ppl!
Nvm. I don't need any help now! Dannrawr has helped me in that project. Yay! And I won't be dead. Yeepiee! I am alive! Woohoo!!! Thank you soooooo much Dannrawr for contributing your ideas.
:)

I am bored people. Oh... How boring can today be??
I've been craving for the following items. Please grant for me at least one of them. Nolah. Jkjk.

-I want him
-I want a new phone
-I want to invent something amazing for science
-I want to communicate with him
-I want her to move aside
-I want alot of birthday gifts for my birthday which is coming
-I want another S4 gathering so I can see Khair (no kidding)
-I want Cikgu Mel's cake with extra fudge
-I want Ms Mushroom Shortcake to get fired
-I want a peaceful world
-I want a school with no homeworks and exams
-I want to have fun always
-I want to kill the person who created Maths (lol, like real)
-I want to spend one whole night with him
-I want to watch 17 again
-I want to say the last goodbye to him on the day he graduates
-I want my school to be fun
-I want to go out with friends everyday
-I want to own lots of money
-I want to be like my aunt, an auditor
-I want new speactacles
-I want to see him everyday
-I want to entertain friends
-I want to be with all ex-silians and the teachers
-I want to be stressless like how I used to be during primary school days
-I want to spill the truth to him
-I want to be close to him like how close she is with him
-I want all Nike items
-I want this year's Raya to be very fun like last year's
-I want to get out from all my problems
-I want to own a land
-I want my parents to be out-going and sporting
-I want HER to realise her mistakes


I want all these items listed above.

When awesomeness meets us.

Today was AWESOME!!! Didn't expect it would be this fun. Went out with Hajar, Ash and Atiqah. Gerekkk!! Duhh... They are the awesome people in my life. Lol. Okok. Went out with them to watch Fast & Furious 4. I have nothing to say but the show was greaatttt!! Here is how the story goes...
Me, Atiqah and Hajar were suppose to do our homeworks at the library while waiting for Ash to come. But then, I reached there first and saw the library closed. I was like wth??? Then called Hajar to inform her on that. Guess what? She was still at her house. She told me her clock was spoil, 1 hour late. I was like 'omg!!!' Okok. Then asked her to hurry up. Then met Hajar first and went to Mcdonalds at Civic there. Kecoh sia! And she told me she didn't recognize me from far. Aaaahhh! Wah. Teruk sia like that. Ok. Then waited for Atiqah and then she finally arrived. So we ate all... Then saw Ammarah and Dynna. Waved her them, semangatly. Hahah.
Walked to cwp after we ate. I didn't eat actually, just took one scoop of Atiqah's Mcflurry. Then we went to buy some drinks and headed upstairs to but the movie tickets. Was very a troublesome thing. We can't decide on what movie to watch because cwp offer a very limited movies. Pathetic sia. Then finally, we decided to watch Fast & Furious 4.
When we were queueing, Ash told Hajar that he have arrived. So she went to search for him. And me and Atiqah sempat joke around and do all the stupid things we usually do. Then Hajar brought Ash to our area there and we waved at him. He was... Tall, I can say. Ok. Then Hajar went to accompany Ash while me and Atiqah queued for the tickets. Kecoh RABAK!! We were like so gilerrr! We even sempat think about hindustan movies lah. Kekek!! Then saw my worst enemy, Amirul and Aaron. Then we just found out that the cashier guy was DAMN hot when we got near the counter. Omg!!!! He was soooooo hot! Then me and Atiqah were like asking Ash and Hajar to buy the tickets cause we were shy. Hahah. Then they didn't want. Then just have to buy it ourself ah. I was like looking at his hotness sia! Aaaahhhh! Nvm. He is the only one in my heart. I mean not the cashier guy. The other one.
Then straight went in the cinema. Then Ash was like trying to be a gentlemen, letting the girls go in first. And then he went in last. Then we settled down all... Then the movie started. Seriously. I can say that we were damn annoying. Especially Hajar. I hate her sia! She took my slippers away! And threatened me that she will throw it. Annoying sia! But very funny and obviously very kecoh. Hahah. Even Atiqah said, "siol ah. bising siol korang." Hahah. Kate the kecohness of Hajar and Mirah... Ok. Then we watched the story... The starting was so fun, but the ending sucked. I think there will be season 5 ah. Ok. Then went out to Timezone. Funnyyyyy!!! Saw Alvin!! Aaaahhhhh!!! I miss him damn lots!!!! Then we were outside this mini-race thing.
Then we decided to play it. And we did ah. Two players per time. Ash and Atiqah, Hajar and me. When we were waiting for our turn, I received a msg from Dannrawr. He was like asking me whether I am wearing a white pants. Then i was like, "shit ah! Don't tell me he is here too when I am gonna play this game..." Duhh. So embarrassing sia. Later he will laugh. Ok. Then it was Ash and Atiqah's turn. Then I did have time to wish them good luck. Lol. Cause I heard some ppl screaming. Hahah. Guess what? Atiqah screamed like what when that machine just started to move. I couldn't stop laughing. My laugh was like so teruk sia. Then I recorded them. Not both ah, cause I couldn't see both of them except for Ash. My hand was shaking. Like what. Then they came out... Atiqah was like, "tkmu pilih number 2. seksa siakk!" Hahah. then after some of this ppl rode in, it was finally me and Hajar's turn. I was so scared sia! Then we went in that machine. Aaahhhh! That was how i felt just now. We chose number 1, haunted place ah. I can say... It was quite tortureous. Hahah. Then we were like the most teruk-est players that entered that machine. We were so kecoh sia!!! The thing was like so bad. It shook like hell and we could not control ourself. So, start ah. Hajar and her vulgurs. I was like so laughing like hell inside. She was like, "siol ah ni bende! kalau org ade heart attack, nak mampus pe??" I just couldn't control my laughter. Then went out, Atiqah said we were superrrr noisy. Hahah. We know... Then I received a msg from Dannrawr. Saying that he was at mac. Then me and Atiqah were like, "nk turun cari die?" So we went down ah. We bought Creamy Cheese also.
Then went to the toilet. Funny. After we went out of the toilet, we took the escalator. I was holding on to my food and Hajar and Ash were like, "Mirah! Mirah! Mcm tkleh habis je?" I knew what they wanted. Hahah. So I gave them. Then they ate it ah, since I left mostly the part with the most cheese. then went to itg to follow Atiqah top up her card. Later, Ash and Hajar were like saying that my pants are dirty. I was like wth??? There were black spots on it. Ignore only ah. Then all of us went home...
Fun.
Awesome.
Crazy.
Filled with tons of laughter.
(:
Those are the words to discribe today's event.

Hello! Today was SUPERRRR fun! Even though I was left alone in class by Ammarah, it was an awesome day!! It all started like this...
My sister woke me up early in the morning for me to get ready to go to school. I woke up and guess what?? My sister told me that Chelsea won. I was like "wth??" With that sleepy look, I just ignored. Note: To all Chelsea fans, especially Faiz and sister, don't be too happy Chelsea won. Liverpool gave them chance, that is why. Okok. Get back to the story. Then dressed up all, I received a msg from Dannrawr. We then were like "morniiiing!" Hahah. Then talked all... Till I reached the interchange. Then I just ignored her, though it was not her fault. Idk why I was damn mad with her... Then just queued. And only talked to her a little bit. Then reached school, msged Ammarah, but she didnt reply. I was like, " Ni confirm tk dtg..." And it was true afterall. What sia she! Then leave me alone in that class. Kelakar kepe?? Alamak! But then, Pameyla, Yin Mar and Xin Zhu, really made me not feel lonely. First period je, that lady didnt come. Hahahahah! Yay! But had to do that review questions. Then my whole class made alot of noise. Lol. That is my class. Hhahah. Then the following names above played that pen thing game. It was SOOOO funny! Then Pameyla was like so proud that pen happen to be facing at her direction when Yin Mar said, "Who is the most special person?" and spinned it. Hahah. Then I was like "=.="
I seriously didn't think her perangai would be that funny. It didn't even enter my head. Then I was like such a 'rajin' person. I ignored them and did my homework. Ohh... I know... Dont need to mention. Lol. Ok. Then they changed the game. Played the match thingy. The pen first stopped at Dzhorfan, then... I HATE THAT PEN! It stopped at me. And they were like laughing like hell.
And I was like, "excuse me?? that pen made a huge mistake!" Hahah. Then the second round, it stopped at Yin Mar and then stopped at Daren. Then we were like, "cheyyyy! Yin Mar! Twice alrd you know??" We then continued to annoy her. Fun! Then I was like so relieved that I finally finished that homework! And I have no more Maths homework. Lol!! Yeepie! I am so happy! Then went to Geog lesson. Ms Tay was seriously mad at us. Luckily she didn't scold me. Pheww! Then went for recess. I was bored and sort of not ok, as in bad mood, again. I have no idea what went wrong with me???!!! Then reached class, had science. Yin Mar sat beside me. Then Wesley was like trying to bully her. Lol. Tk menjadi uhh... Then just concentrated at his lesson though I was distracted by people sitting beside me and next to me for passing that letter ard. And I was like the innocent one, looking at them passing. Then ended. Had CME. But the teacher let us do our other homeworks. Then did Geog homework. Kate budak baik... Lol. But didn't manage to finish it as it was too hard. Then had Home Econ. Boring!
Had to do 12 pages of the workbook. Was superrrr annoyed! Then had to help teacher keep the utensils. Then Yu Heng and Wesley started to annoy me. Especially that Yu Heng. I feel like slapping him sia! Eeeee! I'm disgusted by him. Eww... Ok. Let's forget about that. Then went to canteen after we all have been dismissed. Have to go to Cosmix after that. Did that Science thingy with Dzhorfan and Daren. Fun! Though we had a hard time choosing the sports, but at last, we chose Handball. And idk what to do!!!
Ok! My back is starting to hurt again! Darn! Okok. Oh ya!!!
AND I SAW HIM!
For goodness sake, I saw him! Aaaahhhhhhh!!! Thanks to them for coming to the canteen. He was hot! Like usual. Hahahahahhahah! I can't take it sia! Then he ate that food he ate last week. Ohhh!! So touched. Lol. Nonsense. Then balik saw him also. Aaahhhh! He was sooooooo cute! That, I couldn't deny ah. Wahlao. Then reached interchange, Atiqah was like, "eh, only one person in your heart, and no one in my heart." Then I was like keep on saying, "yeah Atiqah, _____ is only the one in my heart." And I continued saying that in my heart. Great time today!! Oklah. GTG. Byeee!!

Do you have to do that?
Wahlao.
I thought you can keep it to yourself.
But I seriously didn't expect this from you.
Must you tell?
Are you wanting it to happen?

Today, my mood was seriously bad throughout the day. Especially after school and during school. Cannot take it sia! I just wonder why many people are like testing my patience. Friends, then some other ppl, then some other other ppl. Wahlao. I have to admit to all of my new friends. I can be nice, but DO NOT EVER test my patience. You will not like it sia. And beware... I hate sia the incident that I received through SMS. I was like "wtf???" when I received it. Wahlaoweii!! Then walked to itg with that long face. Till I reach home. Merepek sia! Like cannot terime sia. I feel like I wanna burst out right this second after facing too much problems since I entered Secondary School. I can't take it sia. But after Dannrawr gave me some tips yesterday, I think he is right. I have to be strong.
And someone just told me some new news. Thanks lah eh for making them annoyed. Hahah. This is what you will get back. Oh ya! MSN chatters, pls do not disturb me now. I am currently not in the mood to talk to anyone. And I mean my words. I feel like wna give up in everything. I can't stand all this problems I have to face. It is too much. Do you know how much pain I've suffered due to all these problems? Wahlaowei! All my friends have realised my changes since 2009 came. And I do too. People are all not on my side. Always on the opponents side. I know I may be bossy sometimes, but then... OMG. I can't continue this. I am out of words. Idk what will happen to my life. I seriously need a break. I don't feel like coming to school. I don't wanna see anyone, or rather everyone. Fats sia!
Nothing fun exactly happened today. Except for that gross thing that happened at Syazana's house. Eww. Atiqah is gross! Ok. One thing really made my day really bad today. It is when I had my Science Lesson. Teacher closed the curtains and I can't get any refreshments from outside air. Shouted to Nafis to ask him to open the window, but then, he didn't hear it. I hate him! And there it goes... All my perfect plans... Flying to the open spaca above... Damn! Then plus the SMS thing lagi... Ish3. Ok. People who are talking to me today in MSN or through SMS, please mind your words and if you wna crank any jokes, pls make sure that the joke does not consist any hurting thinggy. Ish. I just can't make myself calm ah now. OMG!!!!!!
I have no mood to talk to anyone. Even though I am currenltly signed in in MSN, I am not talking to anyone. Even my aunt. Bad day ah today! I've never been in any bad conditions like now in my life. This seems to be new. I just don't understand ppl. Nvm. Talking crap ah.
Okok. Sorry readers for the _______ post. Like what've told you, no mood. Pls understand.

Ammarah will surely know what I will post for today. Lol. Many BAD things happened today. Seriously. Stupid sia! Why is my luck sort of bad eversince I entered this school? Annoying sia! Then somemore I cried when I told Ammarah this very sad story. OMG. I cried for a guy for the first time. It was damn sad sia. Then coming to school with my ulcer all. Then plus all my friend's lame jokes. I get really annoyed sia just now. Even with teachers. They are so like killing me seyy. I've never taught that Secondary School life will be this stressful. I feel like as if I can't take it anymore. Wahlao. Can cry sia like this! And I am currenlt spilling what I am feeling to DannRawr. He is like so the type of person who I can spill all to and I can get many advice from him. I can't take my school anymore!!! I don't feel like coming to school tmrw. I am sort of sick right now.

Even seeing HIM, would not help. Ok. Haven't even started anything on my Lit hw. Lazy sia wna do. I have no mood to do anything sia today. I have alot of problems to face. Education, personal, friends... Ok. To people who do know me, beware of me right now. I will be easily pissed off these days. So, if you wna make jokes to me, make sure you set the limit. Okok?? I'm bored ah. Anw, idk why I am taking a long time posting this post. Lol. I don't feel like wna do my homework today. Malas sia. Ok! Mr Chang said there will be Science lesson at Bio Lab tmrw! Yay!!! Advantage! Hahah!

People out there should know! Hahah. Unless I still keep it away from you. That is so obvious I am keeping it away from many people. Hahah. I am seriously bored sia today. No one to msg to. Even dah top-up, no one to msg sia. Nvm. Better. Can save prepaid. Lol. Ok. Me and Dannrawr are talking crap right now. Using 'awak' and 'kite'. Hhaha. Funny sia. I miss him ah. I mean not Dannrawr, HIM... Oh ya! I forgot to tell you guys about the scene that happened after CCA. Faiz treated Sofeah and Nad. Then me, Atiqah and Syazz just followed them. Wahlao. Malu smcm sia!! Then walked slowly behind Qudus, Faiz and this guy. Then walked till interchg there. Then saw Faiz went to POSB to withdraw some money. Then we were like 'wah... kaya seyy!" Hahah. Then they bought that drink for them. Then went home...

I NEED SOMEONE TO MAKE ME FEEL OCCUPIED!

He is soooooooo hot!!!
Seriously sia. OMG! Didn't regret staying back in school for more than 2 hours, I think. Wahlaowei! Can't take it sia. Then somemore Qudus was with him. Ish. From upper view, he was terribly hot! Ok. In any view also, he is still hot. Hahah. Ok. Then Qudus saw me upstairs and smiled. Heheh. Cute sia his smile. ONLY his smile. Then I smiled back but then terus turn around. Maybe because HE is too hot and I can't stand his hotness. Lol. People are now currently reading my blog.
Oh ya!
Qudus, Faiz & DannDanz: Please be reminded that tomorrow I will be topping up. Heheh. FYI only.
Okok. Bored sia now. But had the funnest time just now. Okok. I'll stop. Luckily no homework for today. Actually there is, but then I've finished it during English lesson, when my teacher was not there. Hahah. Was suppose to do self-editting, but then I forgot and did Maths. Lol. (Don't copy. Bad example.) Currently talking to DannDanz and Nadd now. Oh ya!!!! Just found Nadd's greatest secret. Hahah. Funny sia! It is not true lah actually. Just like to annoy her after knowing that thing. Hahah. Then she started 'zapping' me after she knew I know that thing. Even during well being run. Seksa sia with her. Then threatened her. Fun oi kacau si Nadd ni! Oh ya! To all my friend who have my phone number, please do not call me as I can't stand the 3 painful ulcer in my mouth. And I can't even close my mouth due to the painfulness. That reminded me of last year's days, when I had a TERRIBLE ulcer. Hahah. Teruk you know? Wahlao. Can die sia. Cannot laugh properly for 2 weeks. Then moody... Nuisance ah ni.

Ok. Cikgu Mel still owes me, Hajar and Atiqah her invitation to her house. Invite je LAST YEAR, but till now, still haven't come. Lol. I miss her marble cake with chocolate fudge filling. Yumm... I am bored.

I NEED HIM RIGHT THIS SECOND!!! Ignore that.

Peoples! Damn excited for today! Like what I've told you in the previous post, I AM MEETING MY BELOVED HAJAR AND ASH!! Yeepie! So excited to meet them. Lol! I wonder what movie we are gonna watch. Hope it will be Paul Cops, Watchmen or Ice Age 3. Wahlao. I will edit this post later, after the occasion is over. Then more stories will be updated. Ok. No fun people are currently online. Only Erilea and Azfar. Yesterday's talk with Qudus was fun. We are both laming around. Lol. Then talked about birthdays, my topping up date (which is exactly 2 more days) and about friendster. Hahah. Nothing better to do actually. We broke the world record of talking till 2:17am, 050409. Hahah. Then both got tired and went offline. Ok! We are so semangat for 070409 to come! Wee!!! Ok. I am starting to lame. Like what I've told him yesterday, "Amirah have generated the lameness of Qudus." Lol. No offence to him. Hahah. Bored sia. Oh no! It's raining. Luckily not heavy. Ok. Why isn't anyone going online??? Bored to death alrd sia!
Okok. Later I continue the storey. Hope I can get to take their pictures. (tk penting!)

MOVIE OUTING WITH ASH HAS BEEN CANCELLED!
Due to Hajar being sick and her Mum not letting her go out, we have decided to cancel the outing. Kesian sia Ash. He have alrd siap all, then suddenly cancel. But we are planning to have the REAL outing on Good Friday. But it has not been confirmed yet. Tmrw Hajar won't be attending school. She can finally escape from that Mass Run. Lol. Went to her house just now, since we cannot watch movies together. So we did homework and stuffs. Then we went crazy, like as usual. We did the wave dance, then sang, then watched that hilarious videoclip. Till Hajar wanted me to send it to her phone. Hahah. Then I seriously finished all my homeworks alrd. For the first time, I finish my homeworks at friend's house. I will not do it if I were there. Because Hajar is the type of person who penting kan studies also, so have to do. Then we ate TONS of Mentos. And BBQ Potato Chips. Delisiaso! Lol. Then we took pictures together, as per usual, before I went home. But we did sempat singgah WNP to buy bubble tea. Then walked to bus stop with her and I finally reached home. I just hope Hajar will get well soon and take care of herselves. Ok. I miss Silians sia now!!
Oklah. That is the end.

Hajar, kau ni selenge sia! Expect ppl to reply to your msg. But when I called you, you didn't answer. How am I suppose to tell you that my pp8 is low if you nvr pick up my calls? Alamak! Okok.
AMIRAH>Hajar: I think I can. Nanti malam aku call kau to confirm whether I can go or not. But pls make sure you answer my call in order for me to tell you the answer. ANW!!! MY pp8 is low. So don't bother calling me or msg-ing me.

I am so trying to find a way now on how to reply to Hajar's msg. My prepaid is low and I forgot to inform her. Shit! Then tmrw we are planning to watch a movie. And she is treating, so I don't want to waste the chance. Then now, I have no way to inform her. Damn sia! If only I've told her before... Then she would have called me. Oh man! Left how many hours till tmrw. And the show will start around 2pm. Shootie bambam! Wahlao. Why is everyone asking me who I like. So weird sia! Did someone tell them? If I know who that person is... They are so dead! Get ready to hear all the maki(s) and beware of me. Shoot sia! Who is that asshole person who told them?? Then now... All want to know. Okok. Don't want to accuse anyone yet, only until I really find that STUPID BLOODY person. I just hope the message won't reach to him. If not, my reputation is over. You hear that?? OVER!! Stupid sia! Then Hilda somemore don't want to tell me why she asked. Alamak! Buat kerja orang makin susah je. Annoying sia if ppl try to hide something from me. Ish!!! Sick somemore, then still wna make my sick become worst is it? Why can't they sympathise me or something? Wah. Bad, bad, bad day sia today! Sick + Annoyed = AMIRAH. Lol. This is lame. Ok.

Late night post:

GOING OUT WITH ASH(Ashshiddiq) AND HAJAR TMRW!
It have been confirmed alrd. But still don't know what movie we are gna watch. Wahlao! Miss them so much and I am damn excited for tmrw to come. Ash and Hajar!!!
Went to CWP with sister just now. Went Banquet mainly. Then my sister saw her teacher and I saw Alex. Then my sister was like "wth?? why is she here? I am dead!" Lol. Then when I saw Alex, I was like " Oh shit! Isn't that Alex? Oh no! How am I suppose to buy the food?!" Lol. Idk why I am always so scared to see him. Ok. Then after eating, went to Popular to search for my sister's book. Didn't find it. Then went home. Saw mum at 206 there and saw Betty near the playground. Approached it, but it went away. Annoyed sia! Then step merajuk with it ah! Lol. Then told mum about Ustaz. Then cried like what. Seriously sia. Onlinining somemore. Wahlao. Sad sia whenever I talk about him. Then told Qudus and Feah about me crying. Then Qudus thought he died. I was like... "OMG! Denikan! Buat orang makin sedih je." Then he was like "sry. sry2. sry3." Then I cried worser after he said that. Without people knowing, I may seem like as if I am cheerful today, but no actually. I feel like as if I am forced to layan you guys. Pity ah you all if I don't talk. But seriously, I have no mood to talk to anyone. And that include all of you, MSN and all. Okoklah. GTG.

If only it was me who owned you.
If only she doesn't exist.
If only what I've been wanting really do come true.
If only we share the same feelings.
If only you do accept me, like how you accepted her.
If only you were mine.
I would be the happiest person standing on Earth.

Didn't get to see him for a long time. First, for only 2 minutes, then another 2 minutes. Which adds up to a total of 4 minutes for 030409. And this is a terrible thing. Seriously feeling sad for not being able to see him for at least 15 minutes. It would be a pleasure if I do get to do that. Ok. MSN: @L!F - BO! J0k3R! Currently praying right now. Ok. Today, finally I bring home such a light bag. Lol. And this is because my English teacher, Ms Loh, didn't come today and my class had 3 periods of free time. Wahlao! Fun! But had to do a simple task. Just write a word reflection about Sports Fest which must have a total of at least 150 words. Chicken sia! Then didi it. Then had Science. Mr Chang told the leaders of the Science Project to list down all the members in our group. Then Darren was planning to back up. I was like, "wtf??" Last minute, then wanna tell. But I dodn't care, so I still wrote down his name as a member of my group. And I just submit the form over to Mr Chang. And he was like complaining to everyone that me and Ammarah were like forcing him to join us. Wth sia! Maybe he is a gay as he said he and Chong Jie must be together. Eww. That is damn gross. Even I am not as bad as him. As in not a gay or lesbian, but... Nvm, you get it. Ok. Then had Art after recess. Fun rabak sia! Had to make a structure. Then my group planned to make a boy with rectangle tummy. So cute. Then the head was made up of crumpled newspaper. Then Ammarah stick it on top of the box with white glue. And we were like fanning the thing so that the glue will dry and they will stick together. But my hand hurts. So we gave up and just left it alone so that it will dry by itself. Then Ms Shirley asked us to bring it home. But we didn't want to so we asked Gordon Oh to bring it home. So kecoh sia! Then had to bring the structure to the hall as there was assembly. I regretted sitting to near to teacher's seat as I can see Gembles. Darn! Then saw Gordon keep on shaking the head of our structure and it is gonna fall apart. Then ... Ok. Then went to Syazana's house to help her out on her Art homework. Horrible. Then gave her a new idea on how to make her work easier. And it worked. But had to run to CWP and get a bottle of white glue. Then had to run back. Then cannot take the heatness and bathed at her house. Fresh sia after that! Then continued with her work and went back home. Then here I am, blogging.

WOOHOO!!! NO MATHS TMRW!
Yeepie! But havent discuss anything about that Art hw with group members. Who cares? No need to discuss also can. Wahlao. Pain sia at the bottom of my spine. Ok. Today... Say him for only 5 minutes. And that is all because of my friends for leaving that place too early. Ok. I am quite pissed with this kid. I am so starting to hate her. She is so testing my patience sia this whole week. Dah lah wanna copy this particular kid nye word. Just admit je lah that she like him. Then she was like... Arrgghhh!!! Just pissed me off. Seriously sia. Idk why I've been like so easily getting mad to my friends. Especially this week. I feel so sensitive nowadays. Ohh! Ass! I am like freaking tired. Just ended my talk with Alif,and currently talking to Qudus. I don't feel like coming tmrw. But there will be the school song and assembly tmrw! My favourite thing in school. Shoot! But I am sick. Or probably not. Lol. Bored sia today!! If only everyone is online... Wah. Confirm at 1am also, I haven't sleep. Lol. Oklah. Since there is nothing more I should post about... I'll end here. :)

OH MY DEAR EX... I REGRETTED SEPERATING WITH YOU! IF ONLY YOU WERE STILL MINE RIGHT NOW... I WILL TRY TO GIVE YOU MY BIGGEST LOVE! THOUGH IT IS NOT AS EASY AS IT LOOKS, BUT I WANT TO HAVE ANOTHER GO, MY DEAR!

Seriously, I really want to be with him back. Idk why. But that feelings really appeared again. And he came back to my life. Darn! Why must this happen again? If only I didn't ask for it, I would have been with him till this second. Wth??? Seriously sia. Though today is April's Fool, this is seriously not a joke. I am serious. Wahlaowei!!! Okok. But I seriously don't want that incident that happened to my friend today. Because of her FUCKING ex, , she is now broken hearted. Couldn't stand seeing her in tears. Ok. Had NAPFA just now. I passed my standing broadjump fo my first time! Was like FREAKING happy! But failed shuttle run. Just because of one damning station, I failed everything. Shoot!!! Now, my whole body is aching. Wahlao! Hurt like what sia! Ok. P.E lesson was AWESOME just now. Had to run 4 rounds around the parade square, do 10 push-ups and 15 sit ups. Tiring, but fun. Then played floorball with Ammarah, Nafis and Amirul. Gerek like what sia! The boys were like so mean sia! Play so rough. Not a gentlemen at all. Then Amirul accidently/purposely smack that ball on my leg. Was like fcuking painful sia! But still continued. Then laughed like what together, that includes the boys too. Then Ammarah was disturbed by the boys and this friend of Dandiee. I laughed like... That. Lol, lame. Then didn't want to stop playing even though the bell have went off. But had to. Then kept the equipments and other stuffs. Then... I HATE THAT LADY!!!!!! She embarrassed me infront of the whole class. I was like "wth sia ni pompan???" Like what only. Fuck her ah! Damn sia! See! Too many vulgurs used right now. And this is all because of one DAMNING lady! Don't wanna inform who. Later kena ban. Ok. That was all the "fun" things that happened today.