spideman jump. hahah!

spiderman jump! coooooooool! hahahah!


hahah. i really love today! not because i became a good daughter, not going out like how i would usually do. lols. but, i've been entertained by bby, kimieee & obek arifin (hahahah).
Rabak siaaa today. Went online, and these three awesome people just made my tummy hurt! Hahah!


Firstly,
Bibik Kimieee: Thanks for telling me the newest information that Spiderman fly. And squirrels are body builder. Hahah! One in a million siaaa! And that seriously made me laugh like hell! Hahahha! Figure out who is cucu okay, bibik. Hahah! (:


Secondly,
Bby: Thanks for making me laugh like shit because of your bfs at Little India. Hahah! Got a lot of options for you, dear. Hahah!


Thirdly,
Obek Arifin: Ahah! Thanks for making me laugh till my heart drop. Obek... Obek... Funny ah you! And you sooooo lame. Luckily I gave you way because you senior citizen. Hahahah! Yelahh... Me cicit. Yes, obek. Hahah!


You guys rawk!!!!!!!!!!!!!! : D

irfan danish. nyehahah! cuteeeeee (:

Irfan Danish <33333


Oh gosh! I really admire this cute kid, whose name is Irfan Danish. Hahah! He is only in KBK 3, while I am in KBK 5. Lols. First met him just now, during practical solat. And fatihah and me were like really desperate to see him standing directly infront of us. Hahah. Soooooo cute uh that kid! He is sooo small and short and cute! Lols. We disturbed him uh, asking what his name is. Then he kept on like malu malu. Lols.
Kids today... Hahah! Then finally, I got to know his name. Then kacau-ed him. I like siaaa! He is sooo cute! And!! One thing that is sooooo wrong and won't happen this year was that, my ustazah thought I quit madrasah, just because last week i didnt come. Tsk3. She thought one of my friend, who has the same surname, was my sibling. Eww... Not interested. That won't happen siaa. See how good I am. Lols.
Then went back home with Fatihah.


Well, just reached home from cwp. Ate with family. Omg. Soooo full siaa. I wasnt hungry at that point of time, just thirsty. Then I finished my drink, and I drank my sister's. Lol. She was sort of mad, but who cares? Then finally, went home. I saw this he/she person. Hahah! Idk lahh! That person looks like a guy, but my sister said that person is a female. Aaaaahhh! I am soooo not a lesbian! Lols.
Then in the bus, saw old friend. Sister start ahh! Disturb me... Keep on saying that that friend of mine is my husband lahh... Tsk3.


Okok.
That is it.

Thanks aunt for the tee-shirt!! (:

school ends, i'm gonna miss school. T.T

i'm gonna miss school for sure. T.T

Oh man!! This is sooo not suppose to be the feelings i should be feeling now.
Shoot! Maybe i've been adapted to this school, that is why.
Arghhhhh! I have totally no mood to do homeworks. Seriously siaa.
Somemore flooded with maths, and english paper.
Great =_=.
Okay... I ♥ today!!
Though it is the last day of school, that is not the thing that i am happy with.


Firstly,
no lessons throughout the whole day.
mrs ho was suppose to give the results by 8:40am, but delayed till 9:40am.
since mr tan havent sign the result slips yet.
then have to wait, wait and wait.
but it was awesome ahh!
greg was really funny in class.
that made the whole classroom fun and noisy.
and i saw mrs ho laugh for the first time.
hahah. cute siaa her face. seriously.
finally, got back results.
class position : 15/40 (boohoo~)
level position : 52/ 160 (boooooo~)
well, when mrs ho called my name, she said i did pretty okay.
and i think she puched me. yeah, she did. omg. then recess time...


secondly,
during art lesson, we were damndamn fast, i can say.
like, usually, we would reach the art room in 10 minutes,
but today, we reached in 4 minutes. nyehahahah! coooooool~
then watched Twilight [!!]
ahahahahahahahahahah! i like ((:
if only you saw me in the room, you can see me concentrating on that show.
hahah. but something interupting happened.
ms loh came into the room and gave us the second piece of english homework.
booooooohoooooooooo~
terukk siaaa!
then headed for assembly.
which brings us to the last point.


lastly,
during assembly, had to hear a short speech from mr tan.
well, i did concentrate a little bit as i had been distracted by my guy classmates behind.
darn them! tsk3.
then have to watch the prize thingy for the charity soccer.
okay... then sec 1s have to stayback.
shitshitshit siaa! always our level one...
then had a small briefing about the science project thingy.
rabak siaaa me.
got this bee bite, i think, at my chin.
was soooo huge and red. then had to cover my chin.
tsk3.
then after school, ate my last mee tom yam for this month.
ahahahah! finally! then i forgot that i was suppose to see my r'yan at my nenek's house.
then i go and stayed back. setoooooooopid right? i know.
at last, i went back home...
i didnt meet my r'yan. *sobsob*
because no one wna teman me. tk baik siaaa them.
sheesh! so, i bathed and slept for 4 hours.


woke up, got a miss call from haziq.
msged him till now.
that is it.
no one fun to chat with. sheeeeeeeeesh!
oh ya!!


to ms goh,
thank you for tolerating 1e2's nonsence for the past 5 months.
and thank you for giving 1e2 the chance to study and in the same time, crank jokes.


dear mr shouri,
thank you for being the world's greatest Literature teacher on earth! thank you for making the lesson a fun one. i'm gonna miss you and all the examples about the Zeep notes. :D


dear cikgu ahmad,
thank you for...
uhh, giving us free time always??
lols.
and thank you for giving us the opportunity to use our phones in class, though you dont know about it.
well, take care and we are sorry to trouble you damndamn much!




okok.
that is it.
sorry for making this a veryyyyyyyyyyyyy long post.

every breath, it's harder to believe .

This is my thigh that I've vandalised using permanent marker. [:

Helloooooooooo (:

The picture above is the one i told you about me vandalising my own thigh using a permanent marker.

This is not as bad as the one i did just now.

But too bad, i've washed off the drawings. Shooot!

Omg, i am soooo hungry. No food! Anyone mind to kirimkan any food to my house?? Lol. Jkjk.

Okay. Today's school was pretty awesome.

But that is only excluding maths lesson. Mrs Ho gave us our June holidays homework alrd.

Omg. I guess she is quite insane siaaa! She asked us to finish up revision 1 - 3 which is like 30 questions in total.

That excludes the different parts in one question. Shit uh! Then somemore it is algebra.

Rabak siaaa! Okok. Not gna talk about this maths lesson. Geography, was okay uh.

But then, ms goh is leaving. Shitshitshit uhh! Why must all the awesome teachers resign??

This is gonna be horrible! Life is gonna be a disaster.

Then had usual lessons, nothing fun happened.

But during Home Econ period, did nothing but just vandalised both of my thighs and doodled at my notebook.

2 periods taken up by Mrs Kaur, while the other 2 periods, Ms April Lee.

I just found out that Ms Lee is superrrrrrr awesome!

She talked about sexuality with our class since Greg and Wesley started talking about it. So annoying.

Then we even complained to her about Mrs Kaur. Nyehahah! No offence. Lol.

I am starting to miss Home Econ lessons.

But then, I hate Home Econ.

School ended, and I stayed back with friends.

Actually wanted to eat since I didn't eat during recess.

But then, got someone there and I lost my appetite in eating.

Helped Syazz with her maths which was sooooooooooo chicken mcfeet!

Not fair siaaa NA stream! Their maths questions are like damndamn easy!

Then went back home with them...

bby, we are proud of hating the Hs. Sajak ahhh them! Nyehahah!

Okok.

That is it. [:

read this, guy.

Get out of my life will you?
I need some peace.
Seeing you with her is damn painful.
I just can't find a reason to hate you.
But, I just hate you for hurting me.
Crying over you is useless.
I've wasted my tears on one unimportant person like you.
You spoilt my whole life.
Why must this happen?
So, this is the pain partner have been suffering?
Now then I know how much it hurts.
You both ruined my sweetest moment in life.
All thanks to you both for being the worst scenery in school.
I can't stand looking at you.
Get out of my life, heart and mind.
You are nothing to me!
You're not even my friend.
I don't wish to know you.
You made me regret for coming to this school.
I really didn't expect this to happen in the end.
Previously, you were everything to me.
My life is like as if depending on you.
But now, I guess all of it is just a waste.
I've wasted my energy, love, papers, inks and whatsoever on you.
I've wasted my time doodling your name on my book.
I've wasted my time admiring you, which now I regret the most.
I guess I was too over you that time.
And now, I know the real you, and I just have to say goodbye.
Thanks for hurting my heart. Thankyouuu so much, jerk!

Sorry people for this setoooopid post.
Bear with it.
I dont mind you not reading this as it is not important and it is just about my feelings.
This is how much I hate that person.
Thanks for nothing, jerk.
I am sorry for being mad at you guys though you guys have never ever done anything to me.
You've never even talked to me.
This is emotional grudge.


Thankyouuuu some people for giving me advice on how to go on with life.
Thankyouuuu some people for comforting me.
Thankyouuuu some people for telling me how hurtfull this will be before.
Thankyouuuu some people for everything good you've done.

keep me feeling occupied.

Tiredddddddddddddddd):
Omg. Videography is now not as fun as it was early this year, seriously. No more things to do. All we would do there is to laugh and do some nonsentical things. Might as well not come for cca siaaa. Shooot!
Today's school day was okay, excluding CCA time. Idk why mrs ho suddenly gave us only one maths question for today's homework. Nyehahahhah! Thankyouuuuu soooo much teacher. Lol.

I was really semangat siaa when doing maths just now. Nyehahah! Sesekali... Then i managed to complete the work she gave. During p.e, nyehahah! Don't have to run! Yeepieeeeeeeee~
Class waited for mr lok for one period, and he still didn't appear. It was good actually. Then chairman told the class that we can play any games we like, no need to run. Was that suppose to be fun or fun?? Nyehahahahah! Then me, Ammarah, Yin Mar, Pameyla, XinZhu, Chun Wei, Gregory, Wesley, Felicia and Yu Heng played captains' ball together. Fun like ... Aaaaaaaaaahhhhhh! It was just superrrrrrrr fun!

Then the girls got soooo annoyed with the boys. They played sooo kasar siaaa. Then I even ACCIDENTALLY hit Wesley and Yuheng. Eww. Then then, MWSSC called Wesley, Greg and Yuheng over. Oh manzxzx! Spoiler siaaa her! Then we had to stop playing captains' ball since there were not enough players. Darnass! Then had to play monkey. Ammarah obviously sengaje wanted to play it because she knew I would be the monkey. Doom her! Then played till recess. Had normal lessons, and finally, school ended.

Oh ya!! And during malay period, I 'vandalised' my own thigh. Veryyyyyyy rabak gilerrr! Don't believe?? I'll upload the picture tmrw. Even bby (nyehahah) and Syazz had the time to sign their name off on my thigh. It was sooo cool. Somemore I like to use permanent marker. After school, ate with friends, went for cca. Did nothing, but just went in and out of the room. Boreddddd to death siaaa! At least give us some work so that we would feel occupied. Sheesh! Then watched seniors import the video and I saw HIM running during the well-being run soooooo damndamn semangatly. Nyehahahah! Serious shit siaaa!

Then after school, went back home with bby and Syazz by mrt. Omg. Scaryyyyyyyyyyy! But okay little bit uh. Then went back home...



If you really want that person,
just go for it,
don't try to show your attitude to the person.
don't make that person feel bad.
you know how bad i felt,
looking at that person feeling so sad and guilty?
have you even thought of that person's feelings?
is this what you've wanted afterall?
i've never expected it to be like this.
i thought you were very cheerful and understanding.
but i am wrong afterall.
everyday, seeing that person sad,
is like as if part of my life is dark.
don't even bother to be with that person if you're like this.
don't make that person feel sad with your attitude.
it is really annoying.
don't you feel the same thing as what i am feeling.
you're somemore that person's/
respect her feelings, will you??


Sorry to that person, but I just can't help it.
You seriously is getting onto my nerves.
You better realise your mistake before it is too late.
Sorry if what I said to you is quite harsh and mean.
But I really mean it.

overcoming my biggest fear.

Hellooooooooo(:

A very tiring day today, I can say.

Omg, I can smell durians now. Hehe. No link. I'll get back to the main story.

Early in the morning, had 4 free period since mr chang didn't come and there was no IT lesson.

How fun can that be?? Lol. So the whole class was like veryyyy chaotic till 'shutssssss' came.

Well, it was not a veryyy scary thing. So, after those free periods, i headed down to canteen for recess.

Ate and did all the things, had malay class after that.

Guess what?? My class will be getting a new malay teacher next term. Wahlao. This is not fun.

We won't be able to have fun and do our own things. Shiiiiiiiiit ahh!

The teacher is a young, female teacher, cikgu hafeza. Aaaaaaah! This is sooooooo bad.

Which means that from next week onwards, i will have to bring my textbook. Shoot ah!

After class had history. I modified one of this history picture in the book [the picture above]

Maths, omg. Had lecture which took 20 minutes. Should've taken a longer time so that we could have a shorter maths time.

She gave homework. What kinda joke is this??

After school, stayed back since there was CCA. Omg. The worst scenery filled the canteen.

HIM and HER. What a great couple. Then she tried to attract most attention. Geram siaaa.

Even sofeah got fed-up with her. *high-five*

Then, then, had CCA. The most embarrassing thing that took place at, infront of IT room 3.

Me, bby (nyehahah) and Syazz were about to enter the room, but then too shy uh, so we stood outside the room, planning on who to go in first. Terukkk right??

Then one senior came out and saw us outside. Wahlao. Maluuuu siaa!

Had CCA, but we almost took the whole time laughing, like usual. Yeahh, we did doodle manyyyy nonsence thingy at MY foolscap paper.

After CCA, met up with Sofeah and accompanied her to canteen to get her bag back.

Then headed home by mrt. Well, I admit that i have to overcome my biggest fear, entering that openclose thing.

Lol. Idk what that thing is. Aaah! So panicked siaa just now, when entering that thing. Nyehahah!

Then headed home...

Sorry for making this post a long one.

Okok.

That is it. [:

everyone's secured, no more fun.

In school, early in the morning had to be in class. And guess what?? MWSSC came into 1e2 and took our attendence all. Omg. It really scared us to death. Lol. I am exaggerating it lahh. Lols. It was okay uhh. Then had to do this star thingy which was sort of cool, though it was superrrr boring. Yeah, duhh. Because I was alone, all thanks to my partner for not coming to school : (. Then had surprise spotcheck by MWSSC. Wahlao. Then I quickly unfold my skirt and it was as long as a three quarter skirt. Can you imaging that?? Tsk3. Then Sofeah kene caught. Nyehahahah!

Then on the first day of next term, receiving a blue t-shirt to wear for the star thing. Eww, blue?? That is like the grossest colour ever! Okok. 1e2 was pretty lucky as we did not have science and maths lesson just now.
Wooohoooohoooo~
So, which means we had like 3 free periods. Too bad for my partner not coming to school. Huahahah! Then I talked with ________ to find out the reason why her mum scolded me on the phone. Ah, it was such a ... Idk what to say. My life is changing. Most of my friends are now being controlled by their parents and guardians. This is soooo sad you know! No more fun since everyone is like sooo scared to get home late. Omg.

After school, I stayed back with Sofeah and ate with her while Syazana and bby (nyehahah) went back home. It was quite boring uh because it was only both of us. Then Sofeah was like commenting on my tiny ponytail and said something superrrrrrrrrrr disgusting. Well, I think Dandieee heard our disgusting conversation. Lol. Then had to accompany Sofeah to sit at the canteen, waiting for her Patrick. Lol[?]

It was 2:10pm then, when I wanted to go home as I was sort of sick. Gahhhhhh! Being sick in school is the worst thing ever! Sheesh! Then Sofeah wna step berani, so I threatened her that I will go home. I knew it! I knew she would prevent me from leaving her. Nyehahahah! When I've carried my bag, and otw out of the canteen, Sofeah was like, "aaahhh! alahhh! wait!" That was sooo funny. And she quickly ran to me.

Then we went to bookshop to get Sofeah's thing. Hahahahahahahahah! She was soooo selenge siaa. She quickly hide when she saw something outside. Lol! Then went back home. Sofeah saw her Patrick with his friends outside the school. Then she was like whispering to me, wondering why they are walking soo slow. Then we walked uh. Then I think her Patrick actually wanted to wait for her, but then I was there. Then they left.

Nyehahah! Missed another chance of going home with her huh?? Lols. Then, then, I was like sweating sooo much siaa when I was at the bus stop. Omg! The weather have been sooo hot these few days. Boohooo!
In the bus, I slept because I was having a headache. And I couldn't even open my eyes when the bus have reached interchange. Teruk siaaa! Then went up to get a drink, and and! Saw CC guy number 2 while otw out of cwp. Hehehe! Then went bac home.

After bathing, I laid down the sofa, dead for 3 hours. Actually, I didn't feel like updating my blog, but then, there was sooo much things happening today. Sorry for the long post today.

Okok.
That is it. :]

hates being sick.

Slept at nenek's house yesterday and woke up, aunt treated us breakfast. So, we ate at Banquet early in the morning. Wahlao. Sleepy and tired siaaa. Somemore not enough rest because of yesterday's event. Okok. Then aunt left us alone at Banquet as she had to go home. Then my sister kept on talking about Adam Lambert and I kept on talking about my hot guys. Lols.

Oh ya, do not msg me this afternoon. My phone battery will die anytime soon. Save up your prepaid or bill. Thanks (:

Then after eating, walked around at cwp and finally, we went back home to nenek's house again. Guess who I saw at the interchange??? Omg! It was that CC guy! Wooooooohooooooo(:
But then, didn't get to admire him uh, because my bus was there walrd. Shoosh! Then, after we reached nenek's house, I slept, again. Because I was sort of sick just now. Terrible siaa me. Always sicksicksick. Darn! Then went back my house. And here I am, blogging. Nothing fun exactly happened today.

Okok.
That is it. (:

charity soccer contains lots of hot guys, including you.

Today, woke up at 5:15am. So early siaaa. But for the sake of watching the soccer charity thingy, I woke up semangatly. Then took a bath and got ready, then headed up to interchange. Met up with Sofeah and proceeded to Syazz house. It was quite odd, because that was my first time coming to a friend's house at that hour. Had light breakfast at her house, curry puffs and eclair. Yummyyyyy(:

Then her father gave a ride to her grandparent's shop. The three of us ate Lontong which was superrrr delicious. Like usual, after that, had stomachache. But then can tahan uhh. Only after eating, we headed to Kallang. But something wrong happened. Syazz's father dropped us at Singapore Indoor Stadium instead of Indoor Soccer Stadium. Wahlao. Then somemore we not familiar with that place. So, we asked for the direction at the counter available at the stadium. Finally, we reached the place.

Before entering, we had to walk pass this drain thing which smelled like shit! I couldn't stand the smell and I vomitted. Ish3. Then Syazana became so panicked and asked me to drink my water. I was okay after that. Then Feah asked kimieee to accompany us inside the CAGE. Embarrassing siaaa. Got tons and tons of guys. And I saw someone. Happyyyy like shit. Walked in all...So we so called supported them. Then then! I saw soooo many hot guys there. But the northlight people are sooo kental. I wonder why their teachers chose them to defeat our school. Lols. Then got Aide Iskandar. *wink*

Finished all those stuffs, went back home. We got sesat and we thought of taking the shuttle bus, but at last, we didnt. We went back to Woodlands and me and Sofeah singgah-ed Civic for a while. Then while otw to the interchange, Andika msged me. He said that Khair wanted to patch up with me again. But then, I rejected the offer as I said I alrd have someone in my heart. Then we ended the msg... Went back home with Sofeah and here I am, blogging. Uhh, so obvious I bathed first, then I update my blog.

Congratulations charity soccer 2009 champions ((:

Okok.
That is it.

Dear you,
I am soooo sorry to make you wait.
Like what I've said, I have someone inside my heart.
Thank you for your understanding.
But I don't think we can get back together again.
I hope you can accept whatever the future leads me to.

you changed my whole day.

Third post. You guys might think that I am insane to write three posts for today.
Well, this post, I am damn annoyed with.
I received a msg from someone's mum saying that :-
Tell everyone that _____ won't be coming tmrw.
Amirah, I am so disappointed in you.
The consent form was a huge lie.
From ______ mother.
I was obviously damndamn shocked when I first saw it,
I didn't even say anything to her, as in asking her to lie.
I didn't even give her that form.
So, why did she accuse me of lying?
Did her daughter made up a fake story about me and that form.
Because of that damning piece of form, my mood changed terribly.
Fuck uhh. Ass.
Then I replied :-
Eh eh.
About the consent form, i was not the one who gave it to her.
It was _______.
And _______ said that the consent form is for supporters.
And we didn't even know that it was a lie.
So, what did i do wrong?
I know it sounded kinda rude.
But I can't accept people who accuse me without knowing the whole story.
Then quickly msged Syazana and told her about it.
We both agreed that this whole thing is soooo stupid.
And the mother and daughter should not accuse me.
Wth siaa??? What did I do wrong?
Why must _____ use my name to cover her?
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK lah.
Pissed like shit siaa!

How could you do this to me, friend?
I've helped you to find solutions to go to the place, and this is what I get back in return?
I am very very very disappointed in you.
Sso, are you telling me that you are just making use of me to cover all your mistakes?
I didn't expect you to be like this.
Omg. And now, your mum lost trust in me.
And idk what to say to you now...
Thankyouuu soo much for making your mum's trust towards me end.

Rabak hell!
And cik, how could you ever accuse me??
Shitassfreakfucksuckasshole.
You completely lose the trust from me alrd, friend[?] .

give me a call, friends.

Omg. Second post. Mum not coming home today. Oh man!
She just left the house, and my dad also went out.
Ok. She didn't run away from home. Have to attend the kenduri thing.
Whereas dad, is now at cwp to top up his card.
At home, only left me and my sister.
Boohoo~
How boring can life be.
Wahlao. I've mention to people to msg me tonight, but I don't feel like replying anyone's msges.
Bad siaa me.
No energy oi!
I just hope tmrw I can wake up, because you know me...
Without people waking me up, I will never ever be able to wake up early.
OMG!!
I just realise something about my life.
I couldn't find happiness.
Serious shit. Everyday, at least one part of the day, my mood will swing.
Suck siaa. Then I lost my patience easily, and I am not the old me.
Even my friends said that to me. I know. I just hope I could get back the old me, decent, patient and good.
Bt now, my whole life changed, my attitude, my words, my patience... And some other things.
I find it hard for me to settle down things in a good way.
Omg!!! I need someone who can open my heart to all this things.
Wahhhh. Sharkfins siaa!
Yeahh... And I always stayback in school because I don't find home fun.
But then, there is my family and there are many things I can do at home.
I've not spent much time with my family members these days.
Well, life is getting miserable each day.
I just wish I can cope all this stressful and miserable times.
Seriously, I need someone! I need someone to call me. No matter who. Idc! As long as I know you and you know me, just give me a call. I need to talk to someone. Rabakk siaa!


This post may be long, but hope you don't mind it.
This are the things that I truly meant.
I need some understanding.

my art rabakk and hancur.

Today was such a short day.
First thing in the morning, had english and something happened before ms loh stepped in the class.
Paiseyy sia WH. Nyehahah!
He was on the way to smack Chun Wei with the broom.
And when he raised that broom up, ms loh was outside. Then both kena stand outside.
Kwang3. They deserve it. Lols.
Then had to do this Zoo thingy, which was sort of cool and boring and lame and fun.
Well, I don't exactly know what to discribe the situation.
Lols. Then had normal lessons.
Oh ya! And it have been confirmed that I only failed history.
My art marks was not satisfying.
Only got 60/100. Rabakk siaa.
Then had assembly talk.
Gross siaa those pictures. But I think one of the policemen was hot.
But idk ah. I could not see them clearly. Rabun katekan. Lols
Then after school, went to canteen and found out that Ammarah accidentally left our science project in class.
What else? I got annoyed ah, and almost felt like killing her!
But then, I was too patient that I went back up to class and took it.
Then did it with syazana.
Then handed it up.
Yeepiee~
Tmrw, confirmed alrd that I'll be going.
Free breakfast and lunch for me, bby, sofeah and syazana.
All thanks to syazana's dad. (:
Oh ya! Tonight won't be onlining. Going out with Dad and sister.
So peoples, if got anything to tell me or something, msg me.
Okays??

That is it. [:

congrats kris, and also adam(:

Todayy!! Suck I guess. My mouth wasn't active from 7am till 10:30am. Rabak siaaa. Because I was sort of not talking to my partner in class, like what I usually would do. Then during science lesson, then I started talking. The conversation was not as interesting, because I have no mood just now. Idk why siaa. Okk.
I PASSED MY GEOG PAPER!!!
Nyehahah. Relieved siaaa. So overall, I passed all except for history. Aaaah! So after school, stayed back for awhile. Planned to take my science paper thing from mr nizam's locker, but it wasn't there!! For goodness sake!! It wasn't there!! Omg! Which means I must recap what I've written at the paper. Airshit siaa!
Then my brain felt like it almost wna burst out. So cannot think uh. Due to me cannot think of anythg, we went back home. My whole body was aching, especially my right arm.
Then singgah cwp for awhile, then went back home.
Oh ya!!! Andand! I am going to watch the soccer charity at Kallang there. Which means!!! I won't be going madrasah on saturday!!!!
Weeeeepieeeee~
And,
Kris Allen won American Idol season 8!!!!!

Okok.
Watch out for me peeps.
Nyehahahahah.

That is it. [:

phone not active, american idol final(:

Ok. Today's school day was pretty okay. Hehe. Early in the morning, tried my veryyy best to tie up my short hair as i find it veryyyy annoying and memanaskan. But at last, i gave up. It was like freakingggg hard to put all my back hairs together. Sheesh. Andand!! I think mosquitoes love me because i always have at least one mosquito bite whenever i get up from bed. Assie siaa!

Okok. Had usual lessons in school. But! During english lesson, ms loh said 1e2 have done quite well for their english papers and she is veryyy proud of us. And she also said that we have shown that we've put in lots of effort to this paper. Hehe. Then, because of that, we had no lessons. But instead, ms loh brought us to cosmix and we can do anything there. I remembered just now! Sooooo freaking funny at cosmix.

Lols. Had cca just now. I can say, i was like damndamn hyper just now, in the room. I kept on giggling with baby (nyehahah) and syazana. Then took pictures (above there). Rabak like shit siaaa our giggles. Hehehehe. So, after cca, idk why didn't talk with anyone other than atiqah. Mood swing siaa suddenly. Went to cwp after that, to photocopy this thing. Then went back home.

Gosh! My phone wasn't active today. It was lucky someone msged me throughout my way home. Nyehahah. Oh yeahhhh!

AMERICAN IDOL FINAL TODAYYYY(:

Be sure to watch it!!!

Okok.

That is it. [:

buck up, amirah!

Ok. I can say that today, my mood is getting okay. Due to me, knowing that I passed my maths overall. Hahah. I cannot be that happy as I just passed, boderline cases. Dooooom. How I wish I could be like Trisha.
But! Though I passed my maths, I failed History. Wth siaaaaa?? Then bursted out in class. Obviously I would ah. I failed! Omg, for goodness sake! I failed! Veryyyyyy bad siaa. Teruk like shit oiii! So, excluding Geography, I've only failed History paper, which is considered already bad. *sigh*.
Syazana had done pretty well, I can say. She've been top for the class for her geog, which is sooooo good. Wahh. Proud of her siaa. Syazz, I'll see you in express class next year, only if you maintain your consistency uh. Good job, my dear friend.
After school, stayed back since we thought there was CCA. But in the end, I received a msg, saying that there wasn't any CCA for today. Wahlao. How fun could that be? Sat at the canteen for like hours, till my spine hurts, and in the end, no CCA. Great! Then went outta school uh. Anw!! Idk why me and Atiqah have been saying 'bby' to each other lately. Right after I knew her BABY called her that. Nyehahahah. Then kept on teasing her. It is a veryyy disappointing exam results for me this year.
Well, what to do? It's all over now, and I've received my results. I just have to buck up for my CA2. And I really do need to buck up in order to stay in express stream next year.

Okok.
That is it. [:





I've been wanting to do this:
- talk to you on the phone.
- check whether you are alright.
- be with you now.
- pass history, not boderline cases.
- be yours.
- watch liverpool at singapore soon.
- be very close with him.
- see him everyday.
- be successful.
- be able to find a new person.
- loving someone.
- watch night at museum2 with baby and hajar. nyehahah.
- wanting to ask his feelings.
- be frank towards him.
- get a peaceful life.
- meet cikgu mel, mrs teng and 2008 pri6 pupils.
- meet mempersona.
- always be there for you.
- be like spongebob&patrick.
- spot hizkil anywhere, and also khair.
- get MWSSC retrenched.
- get back mr shouri as our lit teacher, again.
- no rules for school.
- do well in everything.
- do well for my science invention thing.
- lovelovelove him a lot.

i wanna commit suicide.

Aaaahhh! Serious shit siaaa. I am soooo not in the mood of talking to anyone. I am like sooo damndamn disappointed with my SA1 results. I deproved almost all of my subjects siaa. Wth??? Omg! How am I gonna explain to my parents about it? Shitshitshit! Mak oiiiii! I just wanna do this (if i could): scream, look down, then jump down.
Omg. This are the results I've gotten back. Horrible, trust me.
SA1.
Home Econ: 63half/100
Science: 69/100 (1 more mark to A2! shit!)
Literature: 56/100
Maths Paper 2: i failed, 22/50 (shitass. this is the worst.)
English Paper 1: 33/60
English Paper 2: 27/50
Malay: 67/100
That is it. Horrible terrible right??? I know. Wahlao. I just could not believe this siaa. How can I deproved sooo much?


Rabakshootdamnshitomgmamemoscreamlookjump!!!!!

How I wish I could be there for you.

Now I know how much you suffered because of my biggest mistake.

And now, I am starting to realise my mistake.

I should have known this before,

Before I knew you would suffer this much.

I regret making that decision.

If only I have a second chance.

But it doesn't seem for me.

Ohh... Maybe I am still not matured yet.

I may not understand the meaning of true love.

I am sorry, babe. I am so sorry.

Well, for now, just hope you'll be alright and we'll still be friends.

Take care, my dear.

And goodnight...

oooooo... yumyum.

Currently at my home now. Yesterday, was not fun. Because I could not sleep at night and that is why I slept at 2am. Late huh? I know. But nenek let me use my aunt's comp like forever. She wouldn't care even if I use it for 24 hours. Ahahah! Ok. Then breakfast at nenek's house and had lunch at Swensens^-^. Nyehahah! And and!!! I spotted two hot waiters, who served us just now. Aaaaahhhh! They were damn hot. And I was like damndamn touched when I gave something to him, and he said "thanks". Heheh. Wah. I feel so desperate siaa. Lols.

Then I ordered Salmon and Creamy sauce pasta (i think), sticky chewy ice cream (yumyum, shared) and my favourite, clam chowder. Huhu! Happyyyyyy! Especially with the complete package at Swensens. Hahahah! Then ate ahh. My aunt didn't really eat anything as she was like so called 'dieting'. Ehahah! Everything to her is fattening. It was lucky I have to run tmrw, so I don't mind eating a lot today. Hahah.

Then while eating, I had some time staring at both the hotties. Weekeekaka. : )

Then after eadting, went to Popular, bought pens, went to buy some things, then went back home. Reached home, went straight to my bed and slept. Woots~ Syiok siaaa. Lols. Oh manzxzx! I guess I will be lonely tmrw since someone said she won't come tmrw. Shooooooooooooooot! I hate being alone in class. But nvm. Still have the others. I wonder what paper I will receive tmrw... Well... Just hope I will get my Science paper and will get good results. Lols.

That is it. [:

it didn't turn out well.

150509

Sorry for not posting yesterday. Too tired uh. Okok. I'll tell you what happened yesterday. In the morning, the sec ones didn't have lessons at all. We have to do this setoooopid thing, creating windmills. My group made the boring situation become veryyy funny and disgusting. Chairman was in my group. And she made the method of making the windmill sound wrong. Ahahahahahah! Soooo funny siaaa. Then did some other things... After school, went to Singapore Zoological Garden. Expected it to be fun, but it didn't turn out the way I wanted.

Have to wait for 1e3 to come, which took quite a long time. Then we started the whole thing uhh. We did quite okay, but suddenly it rained. That made the situation very chaotic. Then came bak to the ampitheatre, all drenched in the rain. Yeahh... It was horrible. Then we sat there for like almost and hour. Then went back to school...

Reached home, saw sister there, eating. Hahahah! She is now superrrr dark. Lols. Then I fell sick uh. Sister used the comp, and I didn't have the energy to use it. So, I slept at 9+pm. Sorry MSN friends... Then I didn't even update my blog. Okok. That is it.

//////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////

160509

Nothing much happened. But!! In the morning, I still was sick, but okay little bit only ahh. Then, tried to beg my mum not to let me come to school for today because I wasn't feeling well just now. But then, she didn't let me ponteng sekolah. Shooooooosh! Then have to come uhh. The girls behind me, at madrasah, were soooo noisy. Wahlao. Especially ________. Wth siaaa. Then talked about sex all. Eeee... Then went back home, took my shower, then met Hajar. Aaaahhh! While waiting, I spotted this hot guy. And I knew someone related to him. My mum's friend. Hehe. Happy! Then gave Hajar her thumbdrive and straight went home...

Then Aunt msg-ed me. Asked me to accompany my nenek. I have to go uhh. Nilahh contoh cucu yg baik. Lols.

Okok.

That is it. [:

Jangan Tegur. :D

~No pictures taken for today~

Ok. Today, awesome like shit siaaaa! Hahah. Went out with Sofeah. Planned to meet by 1:30pm, but then she msged me and said we need to meet earlier because she have something VERY BAD to tell me. So, we met each other at 1:10pm. Okok. It was lucky my father gave me some money! Hahahah! That is why I love my dad. Lols. Ok. Once I've reached Boots&Shoes, she told me the VERY BAD news. Ok, it was superrrr bad. Then Sofeah was like crying little bit. Omg! It was damn kesian siaaa.

Saw me only, she wanted to cry. I understand what she was going through. It was too much uh for her aunt to say that. Wth siaaa. Then I was on her side, as usual. I don't like seeing any of my friends crying or getting scolded by anyone. Darn! Then went up to purchase the tickets. Hahah! It was sooo funny when Sofeah was ragu-ragu when choosing the movie. Then at last, we bought the Jangan Tegur tickets. We chose the veryyy end side of the cinema nye seat. Then then, something veryyyy unexpected happened. I was sort of talking about my mum with Sofeah, like comparing her aunt and my mum. Then!! I saw my mum at Banquet. Hahah! What a coincident. Then approached her and salam-ed her and her friends. Heheh. And she gave me $10 to eat with Sofeah.

How generous can she be... Lols. Went to Mac after that. Then got this 2 Eurasian kids. Sooooo cute siaaa. And I love their hair. Gorgeous! Hahah. Then after that, we headed back up, because we spent almost 1hr 20mins at Mac, story-telling. Hahah. Then at 3:20pm, we went into the cinema. Something veryyyyyyyy funny happened. Since the cinema was VERY dark, I couldn't see what was around me. Then!! I almost sat on Sofeah, because I thought she was sitting at seat number 2. Then she shouted uh. She was like, "oi! you sit there lahh. not here! don't sit on me! *laughs*". Paiseyy like shit siaaaa. Hahah. Then laughed like hell for 20minutes.

Then the show started. Sound effect punyelahh mahal. I screamed for goodness sake. Because I was scared. Me lemah smgt what... Hahah. Then i find that the ghost was sooo flirty with the ustaz in the end. Then everyone in the cinema were laughing. Lols. Me and Sofeah were like soooo kanchiong. Bought two sweets each(in case we need them), then at last, cannot finish even one bar. Lols.Then idk why I was having a veryyy bad stomachache when I was in the cinema. Whatever lah ehh. Then after the movie, went to play the Mini-Rider2. Kecoh siaaa. Pressed number 3, and the whole thing was like shaking. Shout ah like usual.

Then went home... But! When I reached home only, I have to go back to cwp to meet Ammarah for the white glue. Because Nafis said need to bring the art sculpture. Shit siaa! And I am like doing it now, with my mum. Thanks Mum!!

Okok.

That is it. [:

P/S: To Sofeah and couple, I am sorry to hear the incident. But I am sure you guys will be alright. Sofeah, I know this may be veryy hurtful for you, and also to couple. But pls like... Shit uhh! Idk what to say! Aaaaahhh! Just goodluck. And to Qudus and Aunt, sorry I didn't layan you guys a lot today. Busy like shit uhhh! Sorryyyyyyyy]:

Third Day.

Today's 'holiday' is soooooooo boring. I'm such a good kid today, staying at home, doing nothing. Lol. I would usually go out whenever there is a holiday. But idk why today I don't feel like going out. Aaaahhh! Okok. Today, I woke up sooooooooooooooooo late. I woke up at 1:30pm. Wahlao. Sleepy and tired siaa. This is an example of a lazy daughter. Lol. Then woke up exactly when it was sembahyang time. Then quickly bathe uhh.

Lol. I wonder why today seem to be really quiet. Usually, every time I wake up, I would have received a msg. But today, empty siaa. Boring like *toot*. Mamemo! I feel sooo sick siaa today. Woke up only, my head feels soo heavy and dizzy.

Wahlaoweii! Bored like shit siaaa. I wanna do something! Oh yeahh! Gonna get my SA1 results soon.Well, I hope I passed all like my CA1. But no hope for some subjects siaaa. Especially Geography and Home Econ. Hancur like hell! I miss school alrd siaa. Omg, can't believe I am saying this, but seriously. Since I am bored lahh. Ok. Today is the third day my sister is at her OBS thing. I wonder what she've been doing there. And luckily, I am not misisng her. *evil laughter*. Lol. I wonder whether she've seen any wild boars taking a slow walk there. Hahah. Okok, mean. Oklahh... Just hope she is doing fine there...

Okok.

That is it. [:

Goodbye Exams!

Finally, exams are over!! Woots~
And there will be 2 days of holiday. Is that suppose to be fun or fun?? Lol. Okok. School didn't start well today. I forgot to bring my thermometer. Omg! My brain getting forgetful every single day. Shoot! Then have to contribute 50cents for that ear thing. It was lucky Sofeah also didn't bring, so we can go together. Lol.
Oh ya!! And it was also lucky Mrs Ho waited for me before getting the Maths Paper started. Thankyouuuu(:
The maths paper was okay uhh. Not that hard, not that easy. It was average. Then did last minute colouring for my art prep work. It was okay uh. But my 'Shrek' was horrible. Ahhhh! Hancur berderai siaaa! Then while doing the art exam, orang minyak suddenly came inside our class and asked us to let her see our artpiece. Then... She gave tons of comments. She said this to me:-
orangminyak: is this some kinda devil?
me: this is shrek.
orangminyak: are you shrek? so you are telling me that you are shrek?
me: but i saw shrek smiling, so i took this picture.
orangminyak: you are suppose to draw something that resemble your ownself.
me: pfft.
Banyak colok siaa ni pompan. Seriously. Then she went around and gave each of us at least a comment. Like as if her art is good. Podahhh siaaa! Then then, after school, stayed back to meet Mr Felix for our detention form. Waited for him for almost 20minutes, and finally, he arrived. We've planned of the day, so that we all can go detention together. Then he said that there will be no detention for us, but he gave only a warning. The time we waited for him is our detention. It was weird uhh at first because we didn't expect him to say that. Then he suddenly became kind-hearted and generous. Okok. Thanks Mr Felix(:
Then went back home...
To all Canberrans sitting for their last examination tmrw, goodluck(:
Baca doa bnyk2. Lol.
Okok. Just do your best.
All the best for you guys!!!

endless friendship.

Ok. Today, was a hilarious day. Obviously with my two little bestest friends, they just made my day went like whooo! Hahah. Okok. Random. Woke up early in the morning, ok, I could not say it is early because I woke up late. Hahah. Mum woke me up at 8:50am, and I slept back and woke up at 9:30am. Ni lah contoh anak yang pemalas. Wahhh. I admit siaa. Lol. Okok. Then accompanied Hajar and Atiqah to have their breakfast at mac. I just sat there and ate creamy cheese as I was broke and i needed to save money for that printing thing. Went to library after that. Spotted the CC guy, and found out that he was not hot anymore. Boo! Then sat at the 3rd storey. Planned to study, but in the end, we used up the 3 hours in the library, joking around and laughing.

It was sooooo funny. Atiqah told us this setoopid joke. It goes like this:-

Atiqah: Eh eh, wanna hear a joke?

Hajar&Me: What?

Atiqah: What do you call an Indian person who have been wrapped in a red carpet? *laugh*

Hajar&Me: Stop laughing lah. *thinking*

Hajar: Red indian?

Me: Indian red?

Atiqah: *laugh like hell* Nolahh. Give up??

Hajar&Me: Okoklahh. We give up.

Atiqah: Kitkat. *laughlaughlaugh*

Hajar&Me: Huh? Ohh... Chehh... *laugh*

It was sooo setoopid. Hahah. But it was obviously hilarious. Lol. Okok. Then Atiqah shared another joke.:-

Atiqah: What do you call many banglas jumping into a dark water??

Me: Fondue??

Hajar: Eh bdh! Ape fondue?? Stupid siaa...

Me: Give up lerhh...

Atiqah: Chinchao. *laugh*

Hajar&Me: Lame siaaa. Hahahah!

Then we shared tons of lame, funny jokes together. But I didn't uh, because I don't hear jokes. Ok. I know I am sooo the type of boring people. Lol. But they sabo-ed me. They asked me to do 'c'mon babenos' and that 'wave dance'. Wahlao. It was sooooooo funny and embarrassing. Huhahahah! If you wanna see what I did in the library, you may ask Hajar or Atiqah for the video as they've recorded it. Hahah.

Then went to Timezone. Ok. I shouldn't have wasted my money on that. But it was soooooo fun. Though we didn't ride the Mini-Rider, but we took pictures at NeoPrint instead. I thought it would be like sooo boring, but it did not. It was fun. Took it twice. Atiqah's treat the second round. Lol. Thanks to Atiqah! Then went to KFC to have our lunch, called Syazz and went to her house. Thought of just taking the yellow piece of paper, but then, we had too much fun, till we stayed there till 4:50+pm. Then went home...

Okok. My sister is currently in OBS. Hahah! Yesssss ahhh! I've been waiting for me to use my comp alone, and the time have finally come. Lol. Okok. I am a very bad sister. But who cares? Hahah. Just wanna inform her to take care and goodluck staying with the wild boars. Catch for me one ok? Lol. Like real only... And goodluck with the jellyfishes and the 5 days being in that place. Haha. Enjoy the breeze!!!

(:

That is it. [:

Idk what to say.

This seem to be hard.

Idk what my feelings are for you.

I am confused.

You seem to be in my heart.

Though I am trying very hard to think of others,

but it doesn't seem to work.

I think I am starting to like you.

I think my feelings to you is getting deeper.

Idk, guy, I juts don't know.